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Indeed, the false prophets gather like vultures to feed upon those desperate to believe. It is an affront to the Lord but never fear, the day comes.

I will abstain. "Even a fool, when he keeps silent, is considered wise; When he closes his lips, he is considered prudent." (Proverbs 17:28)

I'm drained so I hope you understand. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to share but this is all I can do for the time being.

This has been difficult to come to terms with. When the Lord revealed Himself, I pleaded with Him to destroy me. My flesh was ravaged and I was a shell of a human being... but when His Spirit started unveiling the truth of my life I lost what remained of my mind and snapped, flying into a rage...

Sounds familiar: eyes forward, don't lock the knees, and don't look them in the eye, not once. When they're in your face you focus your eyes on something behind them, and don't flinch when they scream at the top of their lungs into your ear. Stand still while he flies into a rage, ignoring the...

The purpose of the gas chamber is twofold. First, it's a practical demonstration of the functionality of a gas mask and most importantly, a test of the recruit's ability to function and follow orders under physical duress. The fear was palpable in the queue... once the masks were off, the CS...

The gas chamber was an interesting experience. I was issued a defective gas mask and so I was afforded a face-full of CS gas for 30 minutes, waiting in line until my name was called by the cadre in charge of the exercise. It wasn't pleasant but I was able to bear with it well enough. I focused...

I'll share this instance and leave it at that It's not new though I didn't make the connection until recently. The following is as far as I will go for the time being. Many years ago (my early 30's) I stirred in bed during the hours of darkness, aware of movement in my apartment. I remained...

Yes.

"Talking is not allowed." I couldn't have said it better myself. Everything came to a breaking point when I entered adolescence (it started early for me). I was fed lies in a world built upon falsehood. I had sworn a vow to never become my father nor capitulate with my mother, a scheming...

I return here once again to engage in another attempt to share the fruit of those revelations which our Lord Jesus Christ, in His merciful love, saw fit to reveal to His servant. I pray that I don't delete this attempt for it is a terrible burden to bear, leaving me shaken and ill. I walked in...

My apologies for the succession of posts but this is difficult to relate and even harder for some to understand. The evil of this cult is ancient and transcends both the setting of our modern age and even this earth where men and beasts dwell. The following is the beginning of understanding...

I pray the day will come when I will grasp all which befell me from the day of my birth, for the Lord only recently revealed the nature and substance of my programming. The best way to sum it up thus far: As my father before me, and his father before him, and the fathers which preceded us all.

Here is wisdom. Knowing when it is best to step back and say/do nothing. I cannot stress the importance of this enough: there are times when, confronted by a vigilant alter, one should step away. This was a lesson I learned by the counsel of God's Spirit who surely knows all things because left...

Well said. My friend was tormented by the cult from birth and harbored a seething resentment against Christians for good reason: they were brutalized by Christians, by those who professed the name of Christ. They did unspeakably cruel things to my friend. Yes, their resentment was well-founded...

The Lord bless you for sharing this, @TLHKAJ . I understand where you're coming from, @lforrest . Without discernment given to us by the Spirit of the Lord encountering alternate personalities can be a vexing affair. I write from experience, friend. How are we to grasp the nature of what...

Indeed. The wicked plots against the righteous, And gnashes at him with his teeth. The Lord laughs at him, For He sees that his day is coming. The wicked have drawn the sword and bent their bow To take down the afflicted and the needy, To kill off those who are upright in conduct. Their sword...

This could also be due to inflammation of the arteries. It appears this is vascular in origin.

"Real shirt" was the first choice for me as well...