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Great to meet you as well, @Hepzibah!

Yes, it is very delicate. Perhaps, it is of the Lord's doings to bring you to a more solitary place. (Not saying it will always be this way.) It is often necessary to walk through some things alone (in the physical sense) so there are fewer distractions, and less interference. In my walk, there...

Amen! Forgiveness and restoration are two separate things. We can forgive, but holding boundaries is wisdom. And for those coming from a history of SRA/MK, it's not wise to have any contact at all until there is adequate deprogramming, alters bought to the Lord and healed, etc ...as those people...

This made me smile ...and giggle a little. lol You're on the right track! :)

I also tried CR and although the fellowship was nice, it wasn't a good fit for someone with dissociated memories and missing puzzle pieces. For example, I couldn't write down every person who has hurt me and what they did. I didn't have all my trauma memories, and due to dissociation, I may...

My advice is ....if you feel a tugging, and the Lord is urging you to take a deeper look into your history, keep following His lead. Ask Him daily to shine His light into the dark places and show you what you need to know. Knowing the truth leads to freedom. And that is His purpose. ❤️

Wow. That is a lot of pressure coming from the outside. The behaviors of a supposed minister is very telling. I'm sorry that happened to you!

Depending on your history, it could go either way. I know how difficult it is to find Christian therapists, or better yet, Christian lay counselors. That is the rout I would go if it were possible. I know that a lot depends on finances as well. If there is a bloodline cult connection with your...

I believe you. I have several confirmed memories from infancy, and toddlerhood. The fact that your memory is so accurate at such a young age, and that you have huge gaps indicates possible trauma. How well do you remember your teen years? Early 20's?

It happens a lot. Dissociation has a way of keeping things hidden and buried. If God is bringing things to the forefront now, He has good reasons. He always leads to freedom. Do you feel comfortable sharing about the recent trials that have brought you to this point? Do you hear voices inside...

This is some accomplishment. I apologize for the broken links that are in this thread. Many of the videos and resources I've posted are now taken down (by YouTube, etc).

The components you've shared do lend to the possibility that there could have been shattering of the mind, and thus, the development of alters. If there was severe trauma in infancy, and then abuse continued afterward, it is very possible, especially being that you have little memory of your...

@Pearl is not a stalker. I'm confused as to why you would ask that.

1 Corinthians 2:2 [2]For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified. Luke 22:19-20 [19]And he took bread, and gave thanks, and brake it, and gave unto them, saying, This is my body which is given for you: this do in remembrance of me. [20]Likewise also...

Freedom comes from within first. What I mean by this is that building relationship with Christ, and especially parts/alters choosing loyalty to Christ rather than to the cult (and satan). As more and more parts choose freedom/choose Christ, things begin to change. Persecution will likely always...

It's good to hear from you again. What we as survivors have to come to terms with is that we have been surrounded all our lives. The cult has invested a lot into programming us and they do not risk leaving us to ourselves. This is why whole families are programmed, generation after generation...

"Press On" by Building 429

"Fear No More" by Building 429

"Happiness" by Need to Breathe

This was one of his top favorites.... "Hidden" by United Pursuit. The words of the chorus are engraved on his headstone.