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@GEN2REV Would you care to share what this time of focused prayer looks like for you? Has this been just a recent occurrence, or does this happen every year as you enter a time of more focused prayer?

Great post, @GEN2REV. It's good to stay focused on His truth. This life is full of trials. But it serves to remind us, this is not our true home. While we're here, He has a plan for us and a work to do for Him.... all for His glory.

Yes, @FluffyYellowDuck ...that sounds similar to how it is for alter personalities stuck or frozen at specific ages when a trauma caused a split and those alters came to be. But, for me, it was more that I gained in (perceived) age a lot slower than the body. I "matured" and didn't stay stuck...

@GEN2REV LOL, wow! I just realized that you did post that prayer alert in my MPD/SRA/MK thread. (duh!) I automatically assumed it was my other thread. :)

Honestly, I begin praying around or before October 13th (backwards halloween), which is when the cult begins their activities around halloween.

YES!! I usually do every year ...not only around this time, but ariund every significant ritual date. I have at times posted prayer requests/alerts in my MPD/SRA/MK thread, but people shy away from it. I post them anyway, usually. But I always have prayed around these dates because I am keenly...

The reason it wouldn't load and the reason you didn't have permission to view it is because you clicked on it after I deleted it. I encountered a problem and deleted it before you clicked. lol

I was trying to post more scripture art, but it wouldn't load. So I deleted it.

It was after implementing this, that the Lord moved me forward (rather than being several steps behind the others in my front alter system). Up until September of 2008, I was not the main front person. I was always behind the front system ....never really knew or had awareness that wasn't normal...

Well, I need to revise my previous post. I do on occasion (every couple or few months, give or take) get a headache when there are new trauma memories I'm working through. They may last a half day or maybe a full day or so. But nothing like the intense 4 day long, up to two week long ordeals I...

Actually, recently I am being drawn back to it ....similar, but not exactly the same. I don't get those migraines anymore (only hormone related ones, lol) ...and yet, my brain still needs further healing. I know He could just do it in a second, but oftentimes, He wants our cooperation where it...

I despise FB and have ever since I realized they were utilizing and pushing the technologies they used me (and at least one other survivor) to develop.

Ah! I see. With the type of programming I experienced, they did something called "split brain" programming and it was excruciating. They pull alters forward, one on each side, copresent ....and feed them conflicting information. Eyes forced open, and forced to see flashes of horrible...

Satan is after all, the prince of the power of the air. It's wild, crazy, and evil .....but we don't need to fear it. Only be aware (not ignorant) of his devices.... right? :)

My phone sent me an option to track possible contact with Covid-19 via Bluetooth. I think this is so creepy and invasive. I said no. Why do we need to track people with Covid-19? Is it only to avoid getting it? Or is it an overreach by tech companies? The whole covid thing is part of a plan...

Just admitting it is a huge step! I have known for some time that this was going on and am amazed to see you put words to it. That's awesome!

Can you summarize a bit more? lol What exactly is meant by that she hacked her own brain?

Yes, I noticed .... it's okay. :) Just be wiling to ask the Lord if He has anything to reveal to you regarding this. If you're feeling resistance to "going there", it is an indication of fear that He wants to free you from. Usually ....freedom comes by "going there" with Him and opening that up...