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    I've Blashphemed the Holy Spirit. What now?

    I have spoken to my pastor who says it's fine and that I couldn't have done this. I have never fallen out of church. I'm there every week. I've also talked to my primary care doctor, a psychologist and a psychiatrist. No medication has worked. However, I never expected medication to be able to...
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    I've Blashphemed the Holy Spirit. What now?

    So I know this is probably not a shocking title and that it's probably common to see a post like this. However, I've been struggling for some years over my possible loss of salvation. You may have seen my posts in the past. I'll link them below for those who would be interested. They may give a...
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    How do I find that deep repentance again? I've pursued Christ in his word and through prayer to no avail. I don't know what to do.
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    There are few things I have been more sincere about in my life. I wish I was trolling... Unfortunately, I can't produce Holy Spirit wrought faith out of my flesh. But think what you will.
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    I don't understand. Are you saying I'm trolling?
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    Hello. Thank you for your post.

    Hello. Thank you for your post.
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    I think you may be right about me trying to set myself as an example. I'm not sure what further use I can be to the kingdom other than to be a physical representation of the reality of falling away. I'm not even sure if this can be useful to other believers but I don't see anything else to be...
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    Is Hell worse for Some?

    Is hell worse for some? If so, is it based upon the number of sins committed or the type of sin committed? For example, if someone committed adultery all their lives vs someone who committed adultery once. Would one's punishment be worse then?
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    Unfortunately, everything I've experienced has shown the exact opposite. I've seen and experienced an un-renewal in my mind and heart. A complete evaporation of my faith. A knowledge of the truth but not a heart that believes or desires. I truly hope that this is simply deep spiritual warfare...
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    It's actually quite strange. When this started 2 years ago and I felt the Spirit leave, I immediately forgot almost everything about my life with Christ and who God was. All my spiritual knowledge and experiences with the Lord out the window in a moment. All I can remember is bits of...
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    I know the answer. There's no reason that I should be allowed into the presence of God. The only way I could be is by the blood of Christ covering me. But the question is, does it? And what confidence could I have that it does based on the condition of my heart and what I'm feeling?
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    These last few days have caused me to doubt whether it is possible that could be in Christ or return. I spoke with some brothers over the weekend that assured me that they believe that I am a believer and that there is no loss of salvation. However, I've found that when I feel confident in my...
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    I find that I have deep feelings of apathy towards prayer. Do you think devoting myself towards prayer and fasting would grant me some encouragement to hear from the Lord or remove some of this resistance? I just need to gain some encouragement to keep fighting.
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    I feel a deep apathy towards the things of the Lord. I feel myself being pulled more deeply into this place of resistance towards Christ and find that my sin looks more desirable. This is deeply concerning in light of eternity. My fear seems to be coming from a place of mental acknowledgement of...
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    Yes, that's a highly concerning reality. I have no reason to feel such resistance or hatred towards the Lord. It was shocking in the beginning to, in an instant, "hate" someone you've loved more deeply than life. But I can't escape it. I'm fighting with my mind to reject these feelings but they...
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    I don't believe so. I find myself feeling extremely angry/hateful towards the Lord at times but those times are met with immediate asking the Lord to remove those inclinations. Is that the same this as hating his blood?
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    I hope you are right. How can I be confident that this is happening and that I have not become like Esau?
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    How can I know that there will be a chance he will soften my heart? I'm struggling to believe that he will. Is there not a greater chance that the longer I live, the more sin I will commit and the worse my condemnation will be?
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    I have been asking for 2 years. My heart has not changed. Does that not mean that he is refusing me?
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    What to do when you are beyond repentance?

    Then why is my heart so hard? Why do I not desire repentance from the heart like I once did? I read this article and I see myself as Esau. Unable to repent from a pure heart. So hardened that my repentance has become hollow. Has My Sexual Sin Made Me Unsavable? "There came a point where God...