I have and am in a complicated situation. I'm living somewhere right now where I don't really want to be. I was in jeopardy of being homeless if I didn't join along. I've been dealing with stress since March of this year up to now. I want to go back to the state where I came from, where I was forced to leave. I'm Florida now, and the state I want to return to is Oregon in the county I left.
I resisted coming along but I gave in because of another situation I had to get out of. My cousin told me to give Florida a try, and that after 3 weeks if I don't like that he'll do something to take me back to Oregon. It's been more than 3 weeks. I arrived here in Florida on August 26. That was two months ago. I texted him a couple of messages telling him I don't like it here in Florida and that I don't want to stay. I didn't get replies from him. In my dreams I saw demons who want to stop me and is using my cousin and parents and brothers. If my cousin lies about what he told me, I want something to be done about it. Please pray for me. Pray against the powers of darkness and assignment of the devil that wants to keep making me unhappy.
My family is unsaved. It's not good to stay with unsaved family members in the long run. Demons from unsaved people in your household hinder you in your walk with Christ. My family in the household reject Jesus, my parents and brothers. I've lived with my parents my whole life. I think it's time to be separated from them. There is a time for everything. In Ecclesiastes it says how there is a time for things on one side of the coin, and then a time for things on the other side. I've had my time in showing appreciation to my parents and honoring them. There will have to be a time that I have to separate from them as Jesus says.
The problem that makes things difficult for me is that I don't have the financial support to be on my own. I don't work a job. I have government assistance benefits, and it won't be anywhere close enough to afford the market rate rent. I did try to apply for housing back in Oregon, but me having to come to Florida messed that up. The reason I didn't want to come to Florida is because I didn't want to get used to things again in a new state, and I have familiarity with things in Oregon knowing stuff there. I told my cousin this, but he didn't seem to respect that. I think I've had my fair share of Florida.
A family dog passed away last week. My sister's dog died a day after my birthday. She stayed in Oregon. If I helped lead her to Christ she will have hope in seeing the dog in Heaven. I have many things that I had unresolved back in Oregon that was left behind. I have a girl who I met in the past that I was searching for. Then there many other things I won't mention about why I want to go back to the state I came from.
Here are things I need prayer on. For there to be respect and understanding among my family about me going back to Oregon. To no longer being in situations that won't do me well, to be in a situation where I can be at my best. Having all the help and support I need to be on my own. I need to be in a situation where I'll have access to the internet, I say this because I was in a situation where I couldn't do much. If this complicated situation does have it's expected end, I wish for it to come in order to relieve me of the stress I've been in. I'm tired of Satan stealing from me; the murderer, thief, and liar. I don't understand what God has been testing me with, and I have poured out my frustrations and cares to the lord. I've been getting in the word of God and want to do better with other activities because I haven't done much outside of bible reading time. I hope to be doing better things and reach a new level in my walk and life in God/ Christ Jesus. Thanks to all for their prayers for me. Thanks for hearing what I have to say and share.
I resisted coming along but I gave in because of another situation I had to get out of. My cousin told me to give Florida a try, and that after 3 weeks if I don't like that he'll do something to take me back to Oregon. It's been more than 3 weeks. I arrived here in Florida on August 26. That was two months ago. I texted him a couple of messages telling him I don't like it here in Florida and that I don't want to stay. I didn't get replies from him. In my dreams I saw demons who want to stop me and is using my cousin and parents and brothers. If my cousin lies about what he told me, I want something to be done about it. Please pray for me. Pray against the powers of darkness and assignment of the devil that wants to keep making me unhappy.
My family is unsaved. It's not good to stay with unsaved family members in the long run. Demons from unsaved people in your household hinder you in your walk with Christ. My family in the household reject Jesus, my parents and brothers. I've lived with my parents my whole life. I think it's time to be separated from them. There is a time for everything. In Ecclesiastes it says how there is a time for things on one side of the coin, and then a time for things on the other side. I've had my time in showing appreciation to my parents and honoring them. There will have to be a time that I have to separate from them as Jesus says.
The problem that makes things difficult for me is that I don't have the financial support to be on my own. I don't work a job. I have government assistance benefits, and it won't be anywhere close enough to afford the market rate rent. I did try to apply for housing back in Oregon, but me having to come to Florida messed that up. The reason I didn't want to come to Florida is because I didn't want to get used to things again in a new state, and I have familiarity with things in Oregon knowing stuff there. I told my cousin this, but he didn't seem to respect that. I think I've had my fair share of Florida.
A family dog passed away last week. My sister's dog died a day after my birthday. She stayed in Oregon. If I helped lead her to Christ she will have hope in seeing the dog in Heaven. I have many things that I had unresolved back in Oregon that was left behind. I have a girl who I met in the past that I was searching for. Then there many other things I won't mention about why I want to go back to the state I came from.
Here are things I need prayer on. For there to be respect and understanding among my family about me going back to Oregon. To no longer being in situations that won't do me well, to be in a situation where I can be at my best. Having all the help and support I need to be on my own. I need to be in a situation where I'll have access to the internet, I say this because I was in a situation where I couldn't do much. If this complicated situation does have it's expected end, I wish for it to come in order to relieve me of the stress I've been in. I'm tired of Satan stealing from me; the murderer, thief, and liar. I don't understand what God has been testing me with, and I have poured out my frustrations and cares to the lord. I've been getting in the word of God and want to do better with other activities because I haven't done much outside of bible reading time. I hope to be doing better things and reach a new level in my walk and life in God/ Christ Jesus. Thanks to all for their prayers for me. Thanks for hearing what I have to say and share.
