aspen2 said:
your post speaks volumes about your lack of experience regarding divorce - i pray that you never have to experience it.
Aspen,
I know you went through a painful divorce. I can only imagine how difficult it was for you.
I also know that you did your very best to salvage it but your wife had no interest in doing so.
But you also pointed out the sexual orientation of your spouse. That spouse was willfully living as what she thought was right.
Her lifestyle was an afront to God, and you chose to marry her and in essence provide your support for a lifestyle God finds offensive.
I am curious as to how you would think God would sanction and bring about blesssings on that marraige.......
I cannot speak from experience about divorce, but I can attest how easity it would be to decide to go that route.
This March my wife and I will have been married 19 years. And I am in perpetual thanks.
We were both 'Christians' but had both fallen far away from our faith, living in sin before we even met one another
We were friends for about six months (nothing physical between us) and then started dating in July fo 1993. We became sexually active and I asked her to marry me in December of that year, just before the two of us were to move to Germany as Russian Interpreters. (We were in the military.)
We planned to return to the states in June to be Married, but I ended up getting her pregnant...on the night I asked her to marry me, no less.
I had not consulted God before I asked her to marry me other than some tripe along the lines of, "Lord if this is not your will, don't let it happen, but I'm doing it..."
We ended up marrying in March in Denmark so we wouldn't have to go through the mandatory marraige counseling the military required.
(Maybe the counseling would have helped, maybe not.)
We spent out first year-plus living three hours apart in Germany. Then she had to move back to the States six months before me with our child.
(She could have stayed with me if I had re-upped for one additional year, but I would have then been deployed to Bosnia and she and my child would have spent that year alone in Germany.
Instead, she and our child went to split time back in the States between her parents who were themselves divorced and living roughly 1500 miles apart.
When I returned to the states six months later we were like strangers.
We didn't know how to live together or to come to grips with the each other's idiocyncrasies that we had never had the chance to realize even existed.
Between being dirt poort, realizing how different we really were, and trying to raise a child we were then devasted to have my wife diagnosed as being bipolar and schizophrenic.
To put it bluntly, we were both in LIVING HELL.
Divorce was discussed and seriously so. But I could not picture my wife trying to manage her life and be a mother at the same time. I could have had sole custody but then my daughter would never fully know her mother.
We chose to seek help through the church and while we never had formal counseling, we did have support groups that assisted us. Once my wife was able to find a balance with her medications, I once again was able to see the woman I loved and married in her.
We both rededicated our lives to God and worked to be the person He expected us to be for the other person.
It was touch and go for the first five-plus years, but we were finally able to cross over into the security of a true marraige relationship.
That marraige is strong today, praise God
Here is the point:
We never sought God's will for our lives. We chose to marry because that was what WE wanted.
To this day I don't know what God would have preferred, but He has chosen to bless our dedication to this institution as we have finally turned it over to Him.
And with that he has blessded our love for one another.
My mother and father were married for over 60 years and she made an interesting confession to me several years ago....
My dad had been a heavy drinker early in our relationship and was often little if no help to my mom raising nine kids.
After several years he finally "got sick and tired of being sick and tired" and quit.
He and my mother then developed a love that has stood the test of time.
She told me though, (and this was in the early 90s) that "if divorce was no big deal back then like it is today" she would have likely left him.
I was stunned, but she said how thankful she is not that she didn't divorce him. He has been her joy since then.
I cannot speak for people in abusive relationships. But it seems that in this thread that one scenario is being used to justify all divorce.
What it comes down to is this:
If you truly believe that God is a God of miracles who will heal those who ask in His will, then you have the right to believe that He will heal your marriage.
Maybe not in the timetable you expect, or in the method you would prefer.....but He is capable of bringing total and complete healing no matter WHAT the issue is.
To not believe that is to doubt God Himself.
If you entered into the relationship of marraige of your own free will and you are a Christian, then you KNOW you also entered into a Covenent with God.
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