Half of my life was a literal living nightmare due to an unbearable burden that was placed on me. A sort of curse, so to speak. It happened for a reason for which I was not responsible. To spell out the details in this post about the “curse,” as I will call it, would embarrass and shame me, so I’m keeping the details vague. Just please take my word for it.
I acquired the curse during the year of 2006 at age 17. I was a senior in high school at that time, and I had been one of the better students, having graduated number 9 in my class. Despite my intelligence and aptitude for academics, I nearly dropped out of school due to the extreme problems caused by the curse. Yet at this time I wasn’t aware of the full extent of what was happening to me until my early 20s, and the reasons why it was happening weren’t revealed to me until I was nearly 34 years old. That was about a year and a half ago.
Because of the curse, I didn’t get to study at a university. I had ambitions of acquiring a Master of Arts in English and using my talents to become a novelist or otherwise make a good living as some other kind of writer. Instead I had to get on public assistance and receive monthly SSI checks. I’ve lived with my parents the entire time, severely disabled due to the terrible curse. I’ve spent most of the previous 17 years being idle and doing nothing productive; I was not free. Yet I’m smart, a talented writer, and have so much potential—if only it weren’t for all the horrible things that have happened to me!
But something miraculous happened last night. In a lucid dream that God created, he showed me that the curse had been removed. The entire process for getting me free was laid out, step by step in vivid detail, and at the end my entire body was filled by the Holy Spirit. The curse could no longer reside in my body because I am now spirit-filled with God. And then God concluded the dream by warmly congratulating me.
So now to the prayer request.
If I am free from the curse, why am I requesting prayers? Well, here’s the issue: I’ve been unfree for the second half of my life, suffering greatly from all the terror that happened to me. I even had some doubts that the living nightmare would ever end. It just seems so unbelievable that it all ended last night when I least expected it. I know exactly what I witnessed, and I believe it was a true miracle from God, but part of me is in disbelief because it came so abruptly.
Please pray and ask God that I fully trust in him and believe his miracle happened with all my heart and soul, and that the curse is truly gone and I am truly free.
I acquired the curse during the year of 2006 at age 17. I was a senior in high school at that time, and I had been one of the better students, having graduated number 9 in my class. Despite my intelligence and aptitude for academics, I nearly dropped out of school due to the extreme problems caused by the curse. Yet at this time I wasn’t aware of the full extent of what was happening to me until my early 20s, and the reasons why it was happening weren’t revealed to me until I was nearly 34 years old. That was about a year and a half ago.
Because of the curse, I didn’t get to study at a university. I had ambitions of acquiring a Master of Arts in English and using my talents to become a novelist or otherwise make a good living as some other kind of writer. Instead I had to get on public assistance and receive monthly SSI checks. I’ve lived with my parents the entire time, severely disabled due to the terrible curse. I’ve spent most of the previous 17 years being idle and doing nothing productive; I was not free. Yet I’m smart, a talented writer, and have so much potential—if only it weren’t for all the horrible things that have happened to me!
But something miraculous happened last night. In a lucid dream that God created, he showed me that the curse had been removed. The entire process for getting me free was laid out, step by step in vivid detail, and at the end my entire body was filled by the Holy Spirit. The curse could no longer reside in my body because I am now spirit-filled with God. And then God concluded the dream by warmly congratulating me.
So now to the prayer request.
If I am free from the curse, why am I requesting prayers? Well, here’s the issue: I’ve been unfree for the second half of my life, suffering greatly from all the terror that happened to me. I even had some doubts that the living nightmare would ever end. It just seems so unbelievable that it all ended last night when I least expected it. I know exactly what I witnessed, and I believe it was a true miracle from God, but part of me is in disbelief because it came so abruptly.
Please pray and ask God that I fully trust in him and believe his miracle happened with all my heart and soul, and that the curse is truly gone and I am truly free.
