So this is going to be a long one so bare with me.
Recently I’ve been getting a ton of videos on my for you page about god, like enough to where I started paying attention. See i haven’t really had a relatinshoo
With god and uber this past week I’ve just been kind of feeling like I should. So I decided why not I decided to pray while talking a walk outside in the evening.
And I’ll be honest it wasn’t great.. I prayed fur those around me that needed help, those in my life who unfriendly such the needy you know, it felt right to do so and as i started going I realized more and more people that coul need it. It just made me feel calmer, see i haven’t a lot a lot anxiety about practically anything, and doing that just kinda soothed it in a way. I had also
Just recently gotten my bloodwiej
Fine to test fur insulin resistance, and u remember asking him to just let it go well.. abd u felt calmer about it, abd I got the results back and u was completely fine. You know i
Actually requested could you respond in like a sign match a thought the way people talk about.. was that it right there? I know I’m going off a little but I kinda felt this urge to come into this forum asking for help. See when I do pray it duesht feel right. Like I guess because I cannot see or hear him or have like a direct face to face conversation it felt wrong. I don’t like saying that I don’t mean In a bad way I just can’t shake it. I’m not really good at like emotional ally talking it’s hard for me to explain what u feel deep down instead. My life hasn’t exactly been super easy but that’s beside the point, it’s like u don’t know how to tell him. When I did try to at least u guess acknowledge my sins I didn’t feel any type I’d conviction.. like I know it was bad and.apologizing and moving forward is right but I just don’t feel convicted if anything. I’m not exactly sure how to describe it. I never really prayed before or thought about god mmuch at all, I guess until now and other times started seeing him on my feed. So does anyone have an idea of what any of this is and how I can change it…? I also wanted to ask because I believe there’s a chance u saw god in a dream.. This was a long time ago, but it just kinda resurfaced In my thoughts. I woke up early this one morning going 2 years back, and still being tired I fell back asleep and Onto a dream. I basically drove a car to this store and I was checking out when to randomly thought of some type of sin, then i reneged thinking what would god think? And I felt something right after I’ve never felt before. Suddenly there was this like burst of blinding white light, and with it an almost vibrating sensation, almost like I was under a jet engine without the noise of that’s makes sense. Then I saw a man in all white with I’m pretty sure dark hair and beard I think. Then I saw ( like actually saw to readable words appear in front of him: “Wake up.” And the dream was done. See this dream it was weird, when i woke up my eyes flew open, I was sitting there wide open like what just happened. I noticed though I remembered the dream vividly, even right now as typing this. It wasn’t like other dreams where even I woke up
My eyes slowly opened and I layer forgot about the dream. Can anyone explain this?
Recently I’ve been getting a ton of videos on my for you page about god, like enough to where I started paying attention. See i haven’t really had a relatinshoo
With god and uber this past week I’ve just been kind of feeling like I should. So I decided why not I decided to pray while talking a walk outside in the evening.
And I’ll be honest it wasn’t great.. I prayed fur those around me that needed help, those in my life who unfriendly such the needy you know, it felt right to do so and as i started going I realized more and more people that coul need it. It just made me feel calmer, see i haven’t a lot a lot anxiety about practically anything, and doing that just kinda soothed it in a way. I had also
Just recently gotten my bloodwiej
Fine to test fur insulin resistance, and u remember asking him to just let it go well.. abd u felt calmer about it, abd I got the results back and u was completely fine. You know i
Actually requested could you respond in like a sign match a thought the way people talk about.. was that it right there? I know I’m going off a little but I kinda felt this urge to come into this forum asking for help. See when I do pray it duesht feel right. Like I guess because I cannot see or hear him or have like a direct face to face conversation it felt wrong. I don’t like saying that I don’t mean In a bad way I just can’t shake it. I’m not really good at like emotional ally talking it’s hard for me to explain what u feel deep down instead. My life hasn’t exactly been super easy but that’s beside the point, it’s like u don’t know how to tell him. When I did try to at least u guess acknowledge my sins I didn’t feel any type I’d conviction.. like I know it was bad and.apologizing and moving forward is right but I just don’t feel convicted if anything. I’m not exactly sure how to describe it. I never really prayed before or thought about god mmuch at all, I guess until now and other times started seeing him on my feed. So does anyone have an idea of what any of this is and how I can change it…? I also wanted to ask because I believe there’s a chance u saw god in a dream.. This was a long time ago, but it just kinda resurfaced In my thoughts. I woke up early this one morning going 2 years back, and still being tired I fell back asleep and Onto a dream. I basically drove a car to this store and I was checking out when to randomly thought of some type of sin, then i reneged thinking what would god think? And I felt something right after I’ve never felt before. Suddenly there was this like burst of blinding white light, and with it an almost vibrating sensation, almost like I was under a jet engine without the noise of that’s makes sense. Then I saw a man in all white with I’m pretty sure dark hair and beard I think. Then I saw ( like actually saw to readable words appear in front of him: “Wake up.” And the dream was done. See this dream it was weird, when i woke up my eyes flew open, I was sitting there wide open like what just happened. I noticed though I remembered the dream vividly, even right now as typing this. It wasn’t like other dreams where even I woke up
My eyes slowly opened and I layer forgot about the dream. Can anyone explain this?
