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I have updated it properly,it will be worth your while reading it, halfway down the page click on the link and you will see what i saw in my vision.

A personal testimony glorifying Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour

This mercy is the greatest threat to Satan, because he loses many, many souls because of this Mercy offered by God for sinners

I am spreading the Devotion of Divine Mercy which teaches that any sinner can be saved if they would only turn from their sin and accept God's Mercy as bought for them by the death of Our Lord Jesus Christ on cross for sinners.

IN THE DEVINE MERCY DEVOTION, GODS LOVE IS UNLIMITED AND AVAILABLE TO EVERYONE! ESPECIALLY THE GRESTEST SINNERS!

Background of the Divine Mercy Devotion


I am a new creature

I am a Nobody My specific encounters with God, my sense of His “presence.

The Holy Spirit was convicting me of my sin, as I was praying I wept with sorrow as in grief. Every time I sinned I offended God. I was so sorrowful for what I had done, and for the way I had treated other people in the past. I wept so much I was exhausted.

God changed my heart.
Now I am no longer selfish,
I am no longer a lover of money.
I am no longer a liar.
I am no longer a con man and I am no longer a thief.
I have stopped using people to my advantage.
I am no longer spiteful towards others people.
I am no longer sarcastic towards others.
I am no longer rude towards others.

I was praying on my hands and knees, and I started praying for people around me, imagine the power of a volcano irrupting. That’s what it felt like when the Holy Spirit penetrated my heart. For He wants me to love others, to love every person as much as I love my own family. This is the will of God. He wants me to be like that.

I am changing my life and putting right with God. There are things I need to change in my life and I am working on them every day. At the moment I am working with God’s help on theses.

1)Being obedient to the word of God, and his will for my life.

2) So there are no deceptions in my life.

3) To love the Lord thy God with all my heart, and with all my soul, and with all my strength, and with all my mind; and thy neighbour as thyself.

I want to change; it is not me who can control this change in me. Only God can do it.

One time a person asked me: “I want to be an angel, how do I become one?” I answered: “Angels have one rule. In all your words, actions, behaviours towards others show love,
we are angels, but we are lost, trying to get back home to heaven.

God showed me, I was on broad road that leads to hell
in 1985 one night as I laid in bed, eyes closed, just about to fall asleep, I was suddenly, literally, frozen in fear. I tried to move my body but I could not move anything. I then tried to move one of my fingers but I could not move that either. I was paralysed with fear. I continued trying to move but it was futile. My body wouldn’t respond to any commands my brain gave. I could hear a whirlwind. It was a terrifying sound, in the darkness. God’s wrath was on me. Next thing I knew I was no longer in bed. I was cast out of my body into outer darkness, a black darkness. I knew I was there for a reason, I was going to hell, and I was on my own. And I knew there was something on its way to me, each time it got closer to me, and I became more terrified each time. As it came really close I knew who it was, it was the devil horror overwhelmed me. Terror took a hold of me, I was shaking and trembling in fear, the intensity of the fear I felt so intense I fainted. I never knew I was in darkness on till God showed me.

KJV Psalm 58:9 before your pots can feel the thorns, he shall take them away as with a whirlwind, both living, and in his wrath.

KJV Matthew 25:30 And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

I ended up homeless everybody deserted me I felt hurt, I felt crushed on the inside I could not take any more,I was at my lowest depth in life the only one there for me was God and he let me know it, I then realised his love is love, he guided my feet he put a roof over my head and uplifted me.

I was very close to my brother and he died, Jesus came to me in my sorrow he picked me up in his arms and he carried me, Jesus said to me gently it’s just his shall that has died his soul has gone back home to God from where he came and death it is only a temporary separation, and when you die your be reunited with him. Those words Jesus told me really helped me at the time, and it made me look at my brothers passing in another way, it is only a temporary separation.

I have a thirst for Jesus and still do when I go into a church. I felt at home, I belonged there. I started reading the holy bible for the first time in my life, first the gospels of Jesus-Christ. Sometimes Jesus spoke in parables. I was reading a parable and I was trying to digest it, I realised that I understood the parable and my heart jumped for joy. I thought to myself: “It’s never done that before.” Reading further I become scared and suddenly understood what the evil one is up to with me. He wants me to sin and rebel against God, he is out to corrupt me through sin, and he’s doing it to destroy me, to take me from God.

These are just a few examples how this world has corrupted me, the way I used to be towards other people and how I treated them was rude, selfish, arrogant, spiteful, malicious, I used profanity, got into punch-ups, bullying, was sarcastic and threatening.

I never cared about people, only ever caring about my own needs, my greed and my wants.

It was now 1988 when this happened to me, My biggest weakness, was watching pornography and on the internet, my heart was so perverse I felt dirty; so dirty I felt defiled. It felt as if I had a demonic snake demons wrapped around my body, each time I tried to read the holy bible they stopped me, and each time they stopped me from getting on with my life, the time is lasted over twenty three years.

Satan’s demons attacked me through my weaknesses, through sin. And God made me an escape route.

After I realized what the evil one was up to, I closed every door in my life to do with sin. I changed the choices I made and for the first time in a long time I feel happy. I drew closer to God and he drew closer to me. When I pray, if I ask anything according to his will, he hears me. I struggle daily so when I am tempted I pray and within seconds God takes away the temptation.

When I started to read the word of God, my spirit was gently awakened in me, spiritually my eyes and ears were started to open just a fraction.

WHAT I SAW IN MY VISION EXACKLY,THE SUN I SAW THE COLOUR OF FIRE,THE SUN WAS TWICE AS FAR BACK IT WAS LOWER DOWN IN POSTION

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in 2010 When I realised what Satan’s demons were doing to me I went into a room to be on my own, I was praying on my knees and being in anguish I prayed more earnestly, I closed my eyes and cried out to Jesus, by saying the Lord’s prayer. I said to Him: “I am chained to Satan and his ways because of my sins.” I prayed to the Lord and asked: “Break the chain Lord and free me of all his ways.” I screamed to God screaming in anguish, and then something extraordinary happened. As I had my eyes closed I saw a sun there were no clouds and in front of my eyes were a mist. As I stared at this sun, I felt glorious joy and happiness a flash of it, and there with God I did not need anything to eat or drink. The only thing that mattered was the relationship I had with him, nothing else. And this world and everything it has to offer is absolutely nothing compared to what God has in store for us, and as I am starring at this sun I realized how much I loved Jesus. I love Him more than anybody on this earth.

And when I finished praying I heard a still small voice it echoed telling me (you don’t need it) I understood those words, I was sitting on the floor in shock because what I wanted to do with my life (it is not the will of God my heart desire,)
there were two doors and I could go throw either I had to make a choice and ,it scared me a little, Keeping the house was about seeking money and wealth, the other was about giving up worldly possessions so I sold the house and the money went to those who needed it. Everything I ever wanted for myself, I gave it all up, to follow Jesus.

For many years I contemplating what was wrapped around my body and what caused it I could not get rid of it no matter what I did, then God shown me.

As I am Reading the word of God, I see but a poor reflection as in a mirror I was filthy dirty and what was wrapped around my body was my perverse heart.

Grieved me to see the person I had become because of sin. I cried out to God because of it.

God change me on the inside quickly, I hated the person I had been. I wanted to change, but I couldn’t stop sinning and I needed help and now I have the Holy Spirit dwelling within me.

The devil caused me to desire wealth, so to distance myself from him, rejecting him; I had to give up materialistic way.

I surrendered my life completely to God.

The vision only lasted seconds, but it had a profound effect on me

I cannot blame anyone for my sins only myself.

After the vision I become hyper sensitive to evil I could recognise sin whereas before I was blind to it?

I was having a normal conversation with somebody I found myself listening intensely to the words that proceeded out of their mouth, as I am listening to their words I recognise sin, not just the sin but what type of sin I am hearing it was sinful arrogant.
I recognise sin for the first time.

I heard sin coming out of his and her mouths. Out of the first person’s mouth I heard arrogance, the next boastfulness, then criticism putting down a person for no reason, out of another’s I heard blasphemy, and out of another person’s mouth I heard profanity.

While I observed other people’s behaviour,
I saw a person being cruel towards another,
I saw another person being violent towards another,
and I saw another person being spiteful towards another.
And I saw another person being hateful towards another


This happened to me on these three occasions,a man who kills a child then you magnifier the evil by one thousand times, well that’s the intensity of evil felt and sounded like to my ears.


1) As I heard a person committing profanity?

2) When I was in the company of disobedient children?

3) And when I was in the company of a wicked person?

The intensity of the evil It was like listening to little Satan’s that is how evil they sounded and I wondered, how much more evil do I sound to God when he hears me speak.

At one time I got easily offended by people words on how they spoke to me, I don’t get offended as much, I listen to their words I have empathy for them.

I could recognize sin in other people. Then I consulted the KJV holy bible to see all the different types of sinful behavior. After looking up the meaning of each of these I could now put the right word to the appropriate sinful behavior.when I listen to somebody speak, those word are telling me what’s in the persons heart,
I started to commune with my own heart.


NKJV 1 Corinthians 1:18 For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God.

New King James Version (NKJV)

Matthew 15

Defilement Comes from Within

1 Then the scribes and Pharisees who were from Jerusalem came to Jesus, saying, 2 “Why do your disciples transgress the tradition of the elders? For they do not wash their hands when they eat bread.”
3 He answered and said to them, “Why do you also transgress the commandment of God because of your tradition? 4 For God commanded, saying, ‘Honor your father and your mother’;[a] and, ‘He who curses father or mother, let him be put to death.’ 5 But you say, ‘Whoever says to his father or mother, “Whatever profit you might have received from me is a gift to God”— 6 then he need not honor his father or mother.’[c] Thus you have made the commandment[d] of God of no effect by your tradition. 7 Hypocrites! Well did Isaiah prophesy about you, saying:
8 ‘ These people draw near to Me with their mouth,
And[e]honor Me with their lips,
But their heart is far from Me.
9 And in vain they worship Me,
Teaching as doctrines the commandments of men.’”[f]

10 When He had called the multitude to Himself, He said to them, “Hear and understand: 11 Not what goes into the mouth defiles a man; but what comes out of the mouth, this defiles a man.”
12 Then His disciples came and said to Him, “Do You know that the Pharisees were offended when they heard this saying?”
13 But He answered and said, “Every plant which My heavenly Father has not planted will be uprooted. 14 Let them alone. They are blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind leads the blind, both will fall into a ditch.”
15 Then Peter answered and said to Him, “Explain this parable to us.”
16 So Jesus said, “Are you also still without understanding? 17 Do you not yet understand that whatever enters the mouth goes into the stomach and is eliminated? 18 But those things which proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and they defile a man. 19 For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies. 20 These are the things which defile a man, but to eat with unwashed hands does not defile a man.”




 

christs-love

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I have updated it properly,it will be worth your while reading it, halfway down the page click on the link and you will see what i saw in my vision.

A personal testimony glorifying Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour

This mercy is the greatest threat to Satan, because he loses many, many souls because of this Mercy offered by God for sinners

I am spreading the Devotion of Divine Mercy which teaches that any sinner can be saved if they would only turn from their sin and accept God's Mercy as bought for them by the death of Our Lord Jesus Christ on cross for sinners.

IN THE DEVINE MERCY DEVOTION, GODS LOVE IS UNLIMITED AND AVAILABLE TO EVERYONE! ESPECIALLY THE GRESTEST SINNERS!

Background of the Divine Mercy Devotion


I am a new creature

I am a Nobody My specific encounters with God, my sense of His “presence.

The Holy Spirit was convicting me of my sin, as I was praying I wept with sorrow as in grief. Every time I sinned I offended God. I was so sorrowful for what I had done, and for the way I had treated other people in the past. I wept so much I was exhausted.

God changed my heart.
Now I am no longer selfish,
I am no longer a lover of money.
I am no longer a liar.
I am no longer a con man and I am no longer a thief.
I have stopped using people to my advantage.
I am no longer spiteful towards others people.
I am no longer sarcastic towards others.
I am no longer rude towards others.

I was praying on my hands and knees, and I started praying for people around me, imagine the power of a volcano irrupting. That’s what it felt like when the Holy Spirit penetrated my heart. For He wants me to love others, to love every person as much as I love my own family. This is the will of God. He wants me to be like that.

I am changing my life and putting right with God. There are things I need to change in my life and I am working on them every day. At the moment I am working with God’s help on theses.

1)Being obedient to the word of God, and his will for my life.

2) So there are no deceptions in my life.

3) To love the Lord thy God with all my heart, and with all my soul, and with all my strength, and with all my mind; and thy neighbour as thyself.

I want to change; it is not me who can control this change in me. Only God can do it.

One time a person asked me: “I want to be an angel, how do I become one?” I answered: “Angels have one rule. In all your words, actions, behaviours towards others show love,
we are angels, but we are lost, trying to get back home to heaven.

God showed me, I was on broad road that leads to hell
in 1985 one night as I laid in bed, eyes closed, just about to fall asleep, I was suddenly, literally, frozen in fear. I tried to move my body but I could not move anything. I then tried to move one of my fingers but I could not move that either. I was paralysed with fear. I continued trying to move but it was futile. My body wouldn’t respond to any commands my brain gave. I could hear a whirlwind. It was a terrifying sound, in the darkness. God’s wrath was on me. Next thing I knew I was no longer in bed. I was cast out of my body into outer darkness, a black darkness. I knew I was there for a reason, I was going to hell, and I was on my own. And I knew there was something on its way to me, each time it got closer to me, and I became more terrified each time. As it came really close I knew who it was, it was the devil horror overwhelmed me. Terror took a hold of me, I was shaking and trembling in fear, the intensity of the fear I felt so intense I fainted. I never knew I was in darkness on till God showed me.

KJV Psalm 58:9 before your pots can feel the thorns, he shall take them away as with a whirlwind, both living, and in his wrath.

KJV Matthew 25:30 And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

I ended up homeless everybody deserted me I felt hurt, I felt crushed on the inside I could not take any more,I was at my lowest depth in life the only one there for me was God and he let me know it, I then realised his love is love, he guided my feet he put a roof over my head and uplifted me.

I was very close to my brother and he died, Jesus came to me in my sorrow he picked me up in his arms and he carried me, Jesus said to me gently it’s just his shall that has died his soul has gone back home to God from where he came and death it is only a temporary separation, and when you die your be reunited with him. Those words Jesus told me really helped me at the time, and it made me look at my brothers passing in another way, it is only a temporary separation.

I have a thirst for Jesus and still do when I go into a church. I felt at home, I belonged there. I started reading the holy bible for the first time in my life, first the gospels of Jesus-Christ. Sometimes Jesus spoke in parables. I was reading a parable and I was trying to digest it, I realised that I understood the parable and my heart jumped for joy. I thought to myself: “It’s never done that before.” Reading further I become scared and suddenly understood what the evil one is up to with me. He wants me to sin and rebel against God, he is out to corrupt me through sin, and he’s doing it to destroy me, to take me from God.

These are just a few examples how this world has corrupted me, the way I used to be towards other people and how I treated them was rude, selfish, arrogant, spiteful, malicious, I used profanity, got into punch-ups, bullying, was sarcastic and threatening.

I never cared about people, only ever caring about my own needs, my greed and my wants.

It was now 1988 when this happened to me, My biggest weakness, was watching pornography and on the internet, my heart was so perverse I felt dirty; so dirty I felt defiled. It felt as if I had a demonic snake demons wrapped around my body, each time I tried to read the holy bible they stopped me, and each time they stopped me from getting on with my life, the time is lasted over twenty three years.

Satan’s demons attacked me through my weaknesses, through sin. And God made me an escape route.

After I realized what the evil one was up to, I closed every door in my life to do with sin. I changed the choices I made and for the first time in a long time I feel happy. I drew closer to God and he drew closer to me. When I pray, if I ask anything according to his will, he hears me. I struggle daily so when I am tempted I pray and within seconds God takes away the temptation.

When I started to read the word of God, my spirit was gently awakened in me, spiritually my eyes and ears were started to open just a fraction.

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in 2010 When I realised what Satan’s demons were doing to me I went into a room to be on my own, I was praying on my knees and being in anguish I prayed more earnestly, I closed my eyes and cried out to Jesus, by saying the Lord’s prayer. I said to Him: “I am chained to Satan and his ways because of my sins.” I prayed to the Lord and asked: “Break the chain Lord and free me of all his ways.” I screamed to God screaming in anguish, and then something extraordinary happened. As I had my eyes closed I saw a sun there were no clouds and in front of my eyes were a mist. As I stared at this sun, I felt glorious joy and happiness a flash of it, and there with God I did not need anything to eat or drink. The only thing that mattered was the relationship I had with him, nothing else. And this world and everything it has to offer is absolutely nothing compared to what God has in store for us, and as I am starring at this sun I realized how much I loved Jesus. I love Him more than anybody on this earth.

And when I finished praying I heard a still small voice it echoed telling me (you don’t need it) I understood those words, I was sitting on the floor in shock because what I wanted to do with my life (it is not the will of God my heart desire,)
there were two doors and I could go throw either I had to make a choice and ,it scared me a little, Keeping the house was about seeking money and wealth, the other was about giving up worldly possessions so I sold the house and the money went to those who needed it. Everything I ever wanted for myself, I gave it all up, to follow Jesus.

For many years I contemplating what was wrapped around my body and what caused it I could not get rid of it no matter what I did, then God shown me.

As I am Reading the word of God, I see but a poor reflection as in a mirror I was filthy dirty and what was wrapped around my body was my perverse heart.

Grieved me to see the person I had become because of sin. I cried out to God because of it.

God change me on the inside quickly, I hated the person I had been. I wanted to change, but I couldn’t stop sinning and I needed help and now I have the Holy Spirit dwelling within me.

The devil caused me to desire wealth, so to distance myself from him, rejecting him; I had to give up materialistic way.

I surrendered my life completely to God.

The vision only lasted seconds, but it had a profound effect on me

I cannot blame anyone for my sins only myself.

After the vision I become hyper sensitive to evil I could recognise sin whereas before I was blind to it?

I was having a normal conversation with somebody I found myself listening intensely to the words that proceeded out of their mouth, as I am listening to their words I recognise sin, not just the sin but what type of sin I am hearing it was sinful arrogant.
I recognise sin for the first time.

I heard sin coming out of his and her mouths. Out of the first person’s mouth I heard arrogance, the next boastfulness, then criticism putting down a person for no reason, out of another’s I heard blasphemy, and out of another person’s mouth I heard profanity.

While I observed other people’s behaviour,
I saw a person being cruel towards another,
I saw another person being violent towards another,
and I saw another person being spiteful towards another.
And I saw another person being hateful towards another


This happened to me on these three occasions,a man who kills a child then you magnifier the evil by one thousand times, well that’s the intensity of evil felt and sounded like to my ears.


1) As I heard a person committing profanity?

2) When I was in the company of disobedient children?

3) And when I was in the company of a wicked person?

The intensity of the evil It was like listening to little Satan’s that is how evil they sounded and I wondered, how much more evil do I sound to God when he hears me speak.

At one time I got easily offended by people words on how they spoke to me, I don’t get offended as much, I listen to their words I have empathy for them.

I could recognize sin in other people. Then I consulted the KJV holy bible to see all the different types of sinful behavior. After looking up the meaning of each of these I could now put the right word to the appropriate sinful behavior.when I listen to somebody speak, those word are telling me what’s in the persons heart,
I started to commune with my own heart. LOOK UP EACH WORD IN A DICTIONARY




NKJV 1 Corinthians 1:18 For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God.

New King James Version (NKJV)

Matthew 15

Defilement Comes from Within

1 Then the scribes and Pharisees who were from Jerusalem came to Jesus, saying, 2 “Why do your disciples transgress the tradition of the elders? For they do not wash their hands when they eat bread.”
3 He answered and said to them, “Why do you also transgress the commandment of God because of your tradition? 4 For God commanded, saying, ‘Honor your father and your mother’;[a] and, ‘He who curses father or mother, let him be put to death.’ 5 But you say, ‘Whoever says to his father or mother, “Whatever profit you might have received from me is a gift to God”— 6 then he need not honor his father or mother.’[c] Thus you have made the commandment[d] of God of no effect by your tradition. 7 Hypocrites! Well did Isaiah prophesy about you, saying:
8 ‘ These people draw near to Me with their mouth,
And[e]honor Me with their lips,
But their heart is far from Me.
9 And in vain they worship Me,
Teaching as doctrines the commandments of men.’”[f]

10 When He had called the multitude to Himself, He said to them, “Hear and understand: 11 Not what goes into the mouth defiles a man; but what comes out of the mouth, this defiles a man.”
12 Then His disciples came and said to Him, “Do You know that the Pharisees were offended when they heard this saying?”
13 But He answered and said, “Every plant which My heavenly Father has not planted will be uprooted. 14 Let them alone. They are blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind leads the blind, both will fall into a ditch.”
15 Then Peter answered and said to Him, “Explain this parable to us.”
16 So Jesus said, “Are you also still without understanding? 17 Do you not yet understand that whatever enters the mouth goes into the stomach and is eliminated? 18 But those things which proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and they defile a man. 19 For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies. 20 These are the things which defile a man, but to eat with unwashed hands does not defile a man.”




 

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What you just described is a textbook case of "Sleep Paralysis." I get it all the time which is where I get most of my visions from and they are always terrifying things like Hell, the Devil and Demons (Incubi most likely). I don't know if these are just hilucinations or if they have any real meaning you have described exactly what I go throughat elast a couple of times a month. In one of these visions I was told I was destined for hell, not "the broad road" like yous aid but actually on a fixed path to Hell and I was told by the phantom in the vision who introduced himself as the Angel of Death that this was not a warning and a chance to change my ways but simply a foretelling of what was going to happen and I was told that this was the will of God and couldnot be questioned. When I told the apparition that I was a Christian and in my own words, I said, "saved by the blood of the Lamb," he laughed and said that God has the right to eny a person's slavation if he so wishes since he is all powerful.

However, I have told a couple of Priets about this and they are of the opinion that such a vision could not come from God and that God does not single people out for damnation becaus God is not fickle. They also reminded me that while God is all powerful he does not break his promises nor his Covenants.

I do not doubt your vision as being something that was sent by God to warn you but perhaps the mode which he used to induce this vision was perhaps sleep paralysis.
 

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I was so sorrowful for what I had done, and for the way I had treated other people in the past. I wept so much I was exhausted.

God showed me, I was on broad road that leads to hell
in 1985 one night as I laid in bed, eyes closed, just about to fall asleep, I was suddenly, literally, frozen in fear. I tried to move my body but I could not move anything. I then tried to move one of my fingers but I could not move that either. I was paralysed with fear. I continued trying to move but it was futile. My body wouldn’t respond to any commands my brain gave. I could hear a whirlwind. It was a terrifying sound, in the darkness. God’s wrath was on me. Next thing I knew I was no longer in bed. I was cast out of my body into outer darkness, a black darkness. I knew I was there for a reason, I was going to hell, and I was on my own. And I knew there was something on its way to me, each time it got closer to me, and I became more terrified each time. As it came really close I knew who it was, it was the devil horror overwhelmed me. Terror took a hold of me, I was shaking and trembling in fear, the intensity of the fear I felt so intense I fainted. I never knew I was in darkness on till God showed me.

I had a very similar experience in 2010. It was the most terrifying dream I had ever had. I was sitting on the couch in a big room, reading a book and all of a sudden the door crept open and a shadowy man in all black burst through the door screaming like a banshee. He ran at me so fast and I was paralyzed with fear and I could not move off the couch. I woke up just as he lunged at me.

As soon as I woke up I realized this wasn't an ordinary nightmare. I randomly opened the bible and the FIRST verse I read mentioned sleeping, that's when I knew it was directly from God.

Now, I know what each part of the dream meant. The "unlocked door" meant I had open pathways in my life that Satan was using. The shadowy man was obviously demonic, and my paralysis symbolized my inability to resist and/or recognize these traps of the devil without clinging to God. After that, God led me to a website and someone who's former life, mirrored my own. God's conviction and the weight of my own selfishness toward Him, was so heavy at that moment that I had the worst breakdown I had ever had in my life and knew it was time to let go of my current life and follow God.

When I started to read the word of God, my spirit was gently awakened in me, spiritually my eyes and ears were started to open just a fraction.

After the vision I become hyper sensitive to evil I could recognise sin whereas before I was blind to it?

I was having a normal conversation with somebody I found myself listening intensely to the words that proceeded out of their mouth, as I am listening to their words I recognise sin, not just the sin but what type of sin I am hearing it was sinful arrogant.
I recognise sin for the first time.

..The intensity of the evil It was like listening to little Satan’s that is how evil they sounded and I wondered, how much more evil do I sound to God when he hears me speak.

I completely agree. Even some of my own family members are completely oblivious to the revealing nature of the words that come from their mouths. I just remember back to when I was full of pride and too "nice" for reproach (a certain 3 letter "J" name comes to mind) and have empathy for them and do what I can to be an example. That and praying is really all you can do.

We are more than filthy rags, yet God's unending patience and love conquers it all.
 
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