I would rather not say what I've been tempted to do at times, and I've told Satan NO every single time, but it still bothers me that I've received these thoughts throughout my life to do bad things to people that I really love and care about. I know I'm not alone as Jesus Himself was tempted and still resisted, but I don't really think that I'm a bad person,.. so why do I have such bad thoughts sometimes? Especially since I love the Lord? Ah nevermind I think I found the answer. I love the Lord so of course Satan is going to tell me to sin against Him because he doesn't accept defeat. And for the record I haven't told the people I've had these thoughts either since I always dismiss them and I don't want to hurt them.