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Well; I may be wrong about this but I suspect Jesus was right on the edge of
panic,
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Jesus had the option to not go to the Cross.
So, the struggle was 2 fold, that was causing small blood vessels in his face to burst and rupture and bleed, dripping blood to the ground.
First, Jesus the man, who Is God......has Foreknowledge. He can read minds, and He can see the future.
He said..>"one of you will betray me".....and He knew exactly how., when, why, where......all of this.
He could SEE what Judas would do, and did do...., like watching a big screen, while at the same time he is sharing the bread and the cup with the rest of the Apostles...
What does that mean?
It means that Jesus, who is God manifested in a Virgin's womb, SAW His entire PASSION long before He had to endure it.
He saw the Cross and Himself on it... years before it happened.... and Christ The Lord had to live with this knowledge of what was coming to Him.
He went to sleep at night knowing what was coming to Him.
He woke up everyday and knew what was coming to Him.
When He as the Bread of Heaven come to earth, He knew before He left Heaven, what was coming to Him.
The night Christ was arrested, He was in the Garden....... and He was facing it...as a MAN., as God became one of us to save all of us.
He is SEEING the VISION>.., the trial, the scourging, ...carrying the Cross, and being Nailed to it, and Lifted up on it, for YOU...for your sin.
The NT tells you, ""that for the JOY that was set before Him....>He endured the Cross."
This means He saw the future beyond the Cross as well..
The Heavenly being that came to Jesus, was telling him this... talking to Him about that JOY that was just beyond the NAILS.
2nd.
Because Jesus didnt have to go through this that he had known was coming....... He had the option to not do it.
So, that STRUGGLE was the other part of His "agony".
See....., Christ the Lord is SEEING the Torture that is coming, and KNOWING He does not have to do it.
See that STRUGGLE?
It was so terrible in His heart, mind, soul, spirit, that he was popping blood vessels to try to deal with it.
How did He deal with it?
He said......""
Not MY WILL......but YOURS FATHER........is what i am going to do".
RESULT ?
You get to go to heaven because He made that choice to Please The Father, and because He loves YOU so much.
Saint....Now you get to love Him back with your LIFE.
Give it to Him.
Tell Him...."God Here i am...>Use me.......i am YOURS. """
"i surrender ALL"