When I was fifteen and younger, life seemed more simple spiritually. I remember I just LOVED this version of the Children's Bible, and would read it over and over. Mom had to claw me away sometimes. Then I got saved when I was fifteen, and life may have been hard, but spiritually, I felt like Mary, able to just rest at the feet of Jesus.
It seems these days there are so many voices. So many theologies and interpretations. Though I cannot know it all, for I am not Omniscient, Id still like to be like Mary again and rest at Jesus' feet. Does anyone else feel that way? Just tired of sifting through the voices? I know the sheep know the voice of their shepherd. They are just also the stupidest creatures on the planet. Lol. Sometimes I wonder if why I struggle with so many voices is that I am not close enough to hear His still small voice. The battle is in the mind for sure.
Anyhow. Just thoughts on my mind tonight. Seems I am a bit brain fogged. May need to break from forums a little while. Every time I say that, I get back on rather quick. But need a mind rest and draw near to my Father.


It seems these days there are so many voices. So many theologies and interpretations. Though I cannot know it all, for I am not Omniscient, Id still like to be like Mary again and rest at Jesus' feet. Does anyone else feel that way? Just tired of sifting through the voices? I know the sheep know the voice of their shepherd. They are just also the stupidest creatures on the planet. Lol. Sometimes I wonder if why I struggle with so many voices is that I am not close enough to hear His still small voice. The battle is in the mind for sure.
Anyhow. Just thoughts on my mind tonight. Seems I am a bit brain fogged. May need to break from forums a little while. Every time I say that, I get back on rather quick. But need a mind rest and draw near to my Father.