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I don't have Christians to hang out with and I can't go to church right now so I watch a sermon and worship music on TV.
Kayla if you want some online Christian fellowship, we have a lovely group at Counter Media UK on YouTube. Livestreams daily except weekends. There is live chat, lovely tranquil Christian songs, prayer and more. Everyone is so nice to each other.
 
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I feel like God Hates me and is punishing me...I feel hurt. Why God? Why does he let me be tortured so...I feel my prayers reach deaf ears. Like God damned me.
That is not conviction from God but condemnation from Satan.

I'm tired. I'm past tired. Why is this happening to me? I've never even done drugs. God please love me. Please make the demon stop torturing me.
God does love you dearly and he's waiting to hear from you right now.

Father God, I believe that Jesus is your Son who was crucified and rose from the dead, paying the price for my sins. I come to you now seeking your deliverance from devils that are attacking me. I confess that I have broken your Law by assenting to the spirit of fear and making choices that do not honor you. My sins are out of control and I am powerless to stop the consequences. I hate my sins and I willfully turn from them now. Please forgive me and give me the strength to continue to resist. Please show me where I or others have allowed devils to torment me, show me the open doors in my life, so that I can confess them, shut them, repent/turn from them, and forgive everyone involved. In Jesus' name I pray this, amen.
 
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Your deliverance may be sudden or it may arrive gradually.

Accumulation is key. Keep building up your inner spiritual resources, relentlessly, until the breakthrough occurs. You are already working on this. Do not stop.

Claim and cling to the many promises of God for victory, healing, peace, and joy.

Picture in your mind the you that you want to be: happy, disciplined, loved, self-sufficient, successful. You had these qualities at one period in your life. You can and will regain them. Thank God for each little triumph and step in the right direction. Be grateful for the blessings you now have, even though your troubles currently seem to outweigh them.

Focus on how Jesus healed every person who came to Him.
 

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I try to eat healthy.
I know we discussed this before, but carnivore is a great healing diet for brain and hormonal disorders. The brain and hormones need healthy fats. The more, the better. I know your parents control what you get to eat. So when you say you try to eat healthy, what does your healthy diet look like?

Can you try making a food log to see if certain foods correlate with your bad days? And maybe you can find a pattern. Less sugar is a given.
 
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I feel like God Hates me and is punishing me. I've searched my heart a million times. Introspected cried out to God and I feel hurt. Why God? Why does he let me be tortured so. I commit my spirit to him and reminded of job. Though he slay me yet I will trust in him, but nothing has changed. I feel my prayers reach deaf ears. Like God damned me. I read scripture over and over. I know the plans he has for me Jeremiah 29:11 and romans 8:31-38 nothing cam separate me from his love. I say this over and over in my head hanging on for dear life. I'm tired. I'm past tired. Why is this happening to me? I've never even done drugs. God please love me. Please make the demon stop torturing me.

Be of good courage.

 

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Micah 7:18-19

18 Who is a God like unto thee, that pardoneth iniquity, and passeth by the transgression of the remnant of his heritage? he retaineth not his anger for ever, because he delighteth in mercy.
19 He will turn again, he will have compassion upon us; he will subdue our iniquities; and thou wilt cast all their sins into the depths of the sea.