Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

[truthquest]

i was mean

No you were not.

 

[TLHKAJ]

i was mean

No, ma'am, you were inadvertently triggered ...you're not mean. If you were mean, you wouldn't care that you were mean. But you do care.

 

[lilygrace]

did i scare the three off though? it looks that way.

 

[TLHKAJ]

did i scare the three off though? it looks that way.

Well, idk ....but I don't think so.

 

[lilygrace]

She was agreeing with you sis.
*Hugs*
How are you doing? Praying for you

*hugs*

 

[lilygrace]

Well, idk ....but I don't think so.

we will wait and see.

 

[Jostler]

did i scare the three off though? it looks that way.

Lily, just to be clear: the way I interpreted your post was you trying to discern why all this chaos has popped up. I thought you were suggesting maybe the objections were related to me posting here when I'm not an SRA survivor. I did not feel you attacked me at all, and you were certainly not being mean to me. I took no offense at all. I'm just as confused about what the real objections here are as you are

Big hugs....we're all good sis

 

[lilygrace]

Lily, just to be clear: the way I interpreted your post was you trying to discern why all this chaos has popped up. I thought you were suggesting maybe the objections were related to me posting here when I'm not an SRA survivor. I did not feel you attacked me at all, and you were certainly not being mean to me. I took no offense at all. I'm just as confused about what the real objections here are as you are

Big hugs....we're all good sis

well they said about implying about your posts being more important to T (not in those words) i was implying that you arent a survivor and we are still important, etc. i could have worded it better... but yeah

 

[Jostler]

well they said about implying about your posts being more important to T (not in those words) i was implying that you arent a survivor and we are still important, etc. i could have worded it better... but yeah

well they said about implying about your posts being more important to T (not in those words) i was implying that you arent a survivor and we are still important, etc. i could have worded it better... but yeah

Seemed like a Good guess to me you did nothing but speak the truth and you don't need to apologize for that.

 

[truthquest]

I've been wondering why I wanted a Saint Christopher necklace so much when I was 16. That's Catholic, right? Yet, I don't recall going to a Catholic church more than a few times when I was in a girl's home. Maybe this is the beginning of more memories that are starting to surface.

 

[TLHKAJ]

well they said about implying about your posts being more important to T (not in those words) i was implying that you arent a survivor and we are still important, etc. i could have worded it better... but yeah

I see what you're saying. But in reality, I value the contributions of fellow survivors just as much .... that's why I'm even here on this forum. I don't come to a Christian forum to take part in theological debates and arguments or post Harry Potter or Michael Jackson (like I see in other areas of the forum). Those things are a waste of time.

I am here for the ones who are broken as I have been ....to offer them the same love and hope I received from Him....and to find support from my fellow survivors as well, is such a huge blessing ....then top that off with people like our brother @Jostler ...or ones who have a heart to learn more and be a part of this area of ministry ....that is where my heart is.

 

[TLHKAJ]

I've been wondering why I wanted a Saint Christopher necklace so much when I was 16. That's Catholic, right? Yet, I don't recall going to a Catholic church more than a few times when I was in a girl's home. Maybe this is the beginning of more memories that are starting to surface.

Interesting. It very well could be....

 

[truthquest]

Interesting. It very well could be....

Why that specific necklace, I wonder. I really wanted it too. It doesn't make sense to me. I wasn't Catholic. We went to several different churches.

 

[lilygrace]

I've been wondering why I wanted a Saint Christopher necklace so much when I was 16. That's Catholic, right? Yet, I don't recall going to a Catholic church more than a few times when I was in a girl's home. Maybe this is the beginning of more memories that are starting to surface.

Why that specific necklace, I wonder. I really wanted it too. It doesn't make sense to me. I wasn't Catholic. We went to several different churches.

i researched what this was and noticed some necklaces implied the symbol was about protection. i think it would be normal for us to seek protection but if it was a programmed thing to seek it is very possible too imo i think.

 

[lilygrace]

I see what you're saying. But in reality, I value the contributions of fellow survivors just as much .... that's why I'm even here on this forum. I don't come to a Christian forum to take part in theological debates and arguments or post Harry Potter or Michael Jackson (like I see in other areas of the forum). Those things are a waste of time.

I am here for the ones who are broken as I have been ....to offer them the same love and hope I received from Him....and to find support from my fellow survivors as well, is such a huge blessing ....then top that off with people like our brother @Jostler ...or ones who have a heart to learn more and be a part of this area of ministry ....that is where my heart is.

yes. and to see you misrepresented and the opposite of what you are saying and what i see was very upsetting to me.

 

[truthquest]

i researched what this was and noticed some necklaces implied the symbol was about protection. i think it would be normal for us to seek protection

I did a little research too. Some of the information talked about a man with a dog's head in connection with Saint Christopher. That stood out to me for some reason.

 

[lilygrace]

i researched what this was and noticed some necklaces implied the symbol was about protection. i think it would be normal for us to seek protection but if it was a programmed thing to seek it is very possible too imo i think.

in another group i go to a lot of people talk about jewel programming. dont know a lot about it. but might be off topic for now?

 

[lilygrace]

I did a little research too. Some of the information talked about a man with a dog's head in connection with Saint Christopher.

maybe tw below.:.
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anubis. associated with isis osiris ...horus. this is egyptian stuff which tends to be associations if i am correct?

 

[truthquest]

in another group i go to a lot of people talk about jewel programming. dont know a lot about it. but might be off topic for now?

I've heard about jewels being connected with mind control. Like with Marilyn Monroe it was diamonds. She sang a song about diamonds too.

 

[TLHKAJ]

Why that specific necklace, I wonder. I really wanted it too. It doesn't make sense to me. I wasn't Catholic. We went to several different churches.

I'm sure you're doing this already, but maybe ask inside who wanted the necklace and why.