I know that my mother was under mind control, SRA, and most likely monarch programming. She wasn't aware of it. She never talked about it that I recall. But then, I didn't grow up around her. I remember that she was very superstitious and talked about fairies. One morning she was talking about how fairies had danced in the backyard. There was a circle in the grass. She showed it to us. Those are the kind of things she would talk about. Also, she talked about seeing these balls of light that were about the size of a baseball. She would say those balls of light meant that someone was going to die. Right before my grandfather, her father, passed away, one of those balls of light came in through the window and hovered over us one night. We didn't have a phone and didn't know that he was in the hospital and not expected to live. The next day we got the news that he had passed. I don't know exactly what connection those balls of light have to SRA. But I have heard of another survivor who talked about balls of light that way too and she saw them before the death of one of her sons.
I saw my mother taken a few times by the handler. I saw how she was like in a trancelike state. Her eyes didn't blink. She just stared ahead with no expression and walked out the door following the handler. There were people who stayed in the house after she was taken. It seemed that they were keeping control over us while she was gone. I also saw my oldest sister taken. I don't recall seeing anyone else taken in the family.
We went to this one particular church often. My mother didn't usually go but would go sometimes. Mostly it was just us kids who went. There was someone who would pick us up in a truck and we would ride in the back. They took us to church. I don't remember who they were.
Anyway, the preacher of that church was the handler. There were things that happened at that church that I won't go into. I mention this because the Satanic cult has their people carefully positioned at different levels of society, in government at all levels, different businesses, organizations, pretty much anywhere including hospitals, of course CPS, the foster care system, etc. but I don't think that people realize how the Satanic cult has infiltrated so many Christian churches and took over leadership positions including the preacher, pastor etc. Once they take over a church, they have free rein over the church and over the people who go to that church. They perform rituals in those churches. And what happens to a church where rituals are performed? What is the result of that? What effect does that have on a church and the people who go there? I know that you are aware of this but many people aren't. Christians tend to think that they are safe in their churches. Christian churches are easy targets for the Satanic cult, especially a particular kind of church, a particular denomination and there is a reason for that. I won't mention which one so as not to offend anyone who might be a member of those churches. But the Satanic cult easily infiltrates all different kinds of Christian churches. I don't think that most Christians give this a second thought but they should.
That handler seemed to be everywhere in churches when I was in foster care. He was the preacher in so many churches I went to over the years in foster care. Particular kinds of churches. I believe he was related to one of my foster mothers. In one foster home I was in, there was a boy there with the same last name as the handler and he also had a sister who was no longer in that foster home but had gotten married and moved out. So these are some things that I'm trying to piece together. I might never be able to put it all together though.
There's so much I could say, so much. But I won't go into all that right now.
