Hello all. Have you ever seen someone doing something bizarre? Or crazy? And you cant seem to figure out why?? Lets reverse that for a minute. Why cant others understand my craziness? Why doesnt my nonsensical thinking make sense?
i get that we all have our unusual quirks, thats just part of being human. But i do try to understand how so many can seem to get a handle on things and not let them spiral out of control.
Many years ago, i had taken more “medicine” than i probably should, i was still learning how this particular medicine worked. My folks had been on me for a good while about my medicine “habit”. When this particular incident happened, they tried to call 9 one one for me, but i stopped them, somehow. And still to this day, they get upset if i even take a tylenol.
i wish that every non-addict could understand the overwhelming emotions addicts go through. I’m not sure of any good comparison i can give. All i know is that when the craving hits, its the most intense state your mind and body can experience. Its just so much easier to feed it rather than fight it. Ok im done venting. Im just worried how next week is getting closer.
i get that we all have our unusual quirks, thats just part of being human. But i do try to understand how so many can seem to get a handle on things and not let them spiral out of control.
Many years ago, i had taken more “medicine” than i probably should, i was still learning how this particular medicine worked. My folks had been on me for a good while about my medicine “habit”. When this particular incident happened, they tried to call 9 one one for me, but i stopped them, somehow. And still to this day, they get upset if i even take a tylenol.
i wish that every non-addict could understand the overwhelming emotions addicts go through. I’m not sure of any good comparison i can give. All i know is that when the craving hits, its the most intense state your mind and body can experience. Its just so much easier to feed it rather than fight it. Ok im done venting. Im just worried how next week is getting closer.