well Davy, you might be right, but what if you are not?
All I can do for you then is to refer you to what Apostle James said about doubters...
James 1:5-8
5 If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, That giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.
6 But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.
7 For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.
8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.
KJV
One of the main reasons why God brought this 2nd world earth age with specific 'bounds' set upon man was so man could make a choice whether to follow The Father and His Son via Faith, or not. So those who continually doubt will stay in doubt and never come to the Truth, simply because they lack Faith on The Father and His Son in order to be 'shown' the Truth.
I can attest to this personally, because I did't truly show Faith on The Father and His Son Jesus Christ until I turned 40. Before that, I was into just about any philosophy and religious idea I could find, looking for the Truth. And all it did was put me following circles. But once I publically showed my Faith in The Father and His Son, it was then that He hit me with His Truth per His Word, and literally opened my spiritual eyes and ears by The Holy Spirit. That is when His written Word began to become easier to understand, and His mysteries of the kingdom began to be shown me. I got much more than I asked, and all I did after having Faith was to ask Him what is the Truth.
But put 'doubt' in the way, like, "What if none of this is true, and I'm just being lied to?", and He won't show us anything, because doubting shows lack of Faith.