Hi everyone, please for my fear and anxiety of health and death. I found out I have prediabetes a month ago and I've been struggling with a lot of fear and anxiety. A little background about me: I have a long history of anxiety and depression due to my past abusive experiences from my family. I started seeing a therapist a few months ago to address my mental health and heal from past pains, which has been helpful. My long history of anxiety and depression definitely is the main cause of my intense fear and anxiety about my medical condition. I'm constantly fearful of my body just goes haywire despite my best effort to change my diet and lifestyle. I'm very fearful of death and I don't know why. I have a lot of doubt about God and have this constant fear that God is against me and not for me, as if God doesn't care about me and takes pleasure in seeing me suffer. This is most likely linked to my past abusive experiences from my parents. I'm currently working with my therapist to have a healthy perspective and relationship with God, but it's been tough.
Anyways, please pray for me to overcome my anxiety and depression, especially regarding my health and death. I just want to start enjoying life and not live in fear and depression anymore. And also please pray for me to see God as a truly loving Father, and not some cold unloving God. Thank you!
Anyways, please pray for me to overcome my anxiety and depression, especially regarding my health and death. I just want to start enjoying life and not live in fear and depression anymore. And also please pray for me to see God as a truly loving Father, and not some cold unloving God. Thank you!