Paul said that the gifts of the spirit must cease, because to rely on such things would be to remain a spiritual infant.
He said….1 Cor 13:8-13….
”But if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away with; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away with. 9 For we have partial knowledge and we prophesy partially, 10 but when what is complete comes, what is partial will be done away with. 11 When I was a child, I used to speak as a child, to think as a child, to reason as a child; but now that I have become a man, I have done away with the traits of a child. . . 13 Now, however, these three remain: faith, hope, love; but the greatest of these is love.”
Not the gifts of the spirit, but the mature traits that God’s spirit produces in his human servants were to identify them. The gifts had served their purpose, and those who rely on them today are unacquainted with the word of God and are spiritual children, not mature adults.
What was to identify genuine Christians? The qualities of “faith hope and love” which would be evident in their conduct, beliefs and practices. Not only that, but particularly “love” had to be evident in the congregation, in the way Christians treated one another…(John 13:34-35) and in the way they loved their God and observed all that his son taught us.
My “unbelief” is not in God or in his Christ, but in personal experiences such as you have related…..all of which could well be the devil in disguise, and having a lend of your child-like innocence and lack of Bible understanding. The gifts were to cease for this very reason…if God and the devil were competing, how would anyone know the difference? But if God withdrew the gifts, then all manifestations of them from that time onward, would only have one source, no matter how wonderful they appeared to be. Ignorance is the devil’s playground. The gifts died with the apostles who alone had the ability to pass them on.
I know that the Bible does not teach such things, and any who believe those things are easily misled.
The Holy Spirit is at work, no doubt about that, but not in the way you describe.
This is Jesus speaking….so we know that God’s spirit was indeed upon him….but what “captives” was he sent to release? Who held these ones captive? (Rom 6:16)
What kind of blindness was he sent to heal? Only the physical kind? (2 Cor 4:3-4)
What ‘oppression’ was he speaking about?
We know Jesus said that ‘the truth will set us free’…..but free from what?
A surface knowledge of the Scriptures will never answer those questions.
Let me just say that I do not mean to disparage you for your beliefs, or to doubt your experiences, or your sincerity…..but to alert you to the source of those experiences that may not be from God at all, but from a seasoned deceiver who knows what works in taking people away from God and onto a path that seems to be going in the right direction, but is ultimately, a dead end. (Matt 7:13-14; 21-23)