It is very clear from Scripture that what you are talking about does not come from the Spirit of God. The Bible is very clear in saying the Holy Spirit does not lead a person away from the Word that He inspired. You freely admitted you “rarely consult the Scriptures these days”, yet you talk of “always hearing new revelation, a new direction” and “personal messages”. That alone is enough to know the source is not God. The Spirit of God leads people back to the Word, He never leads them away from it.
Scripture clearly warns there are other spirits that speak and lead and are deceptive by copying spiritual experiences. “Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits whether they are of God” ~1 John 4:1. The moment the teaching is off the track of Scripture, the spirit behind it is not from God. What you are following is in direct contradiction to the Word at every turn, that is what exposes the source.
God’s Spirit never gives new doctrine, new truth, or fresh revelation. The Bible already says God has given “all things that pertain unto life and godliness” ~2 Peter 1:3. God did not leave us wanting anything else. Anything that goes beyond what He has given is not of Him. When you say Jesus is speaking new things and that is the way to follow apart from His written Word, Scripture says that voice and spirit is different and not the Shepherd.
Scripture also says that “in the last days people will fall away, giving heed to seducing spirits and doctrines of demons” ~1 Timothy 4:1. Those spirits are the ones that pull people away from Scripture and away from truth, to trusting in inner voices and so-called “spiritual experiences”. That is exactly what you are doing. You have replaced the written Word of God with your own impressions and experiences and Scripture says plainly that is a sign of spiritual deception, not of spiritual growth.
So let me be blunt with you, because Scripture is blunt with you.
The things you are claiming do not come from the Spirit of God.
They come from another spirit, one that is not from Him.
Scripture warns you to turn from it before it deceives you even more.