When I felt the presence of God’s spirit engaged in my life, my heart and thoughts for the first time, my state of heart and mind were humble and contrite in acknowledgement of what God had already stirred up in my heart. I never at any time chose or I decided to accept God and his Son based on my own will entirely, expecting God then to do his thing for me if I first said, ‘I do believe.’ That would be considered prideful and self-righteous work. My heart and mind were already moving in acceptance of what I was already receiving – the light of God because of his Son and his work.
I would say if we think we can just choose to accept the good news of salvation and thus Christ and his Father, then we are not ‘saved’ at all. We are self-righteous fakers.
The presence of God always comes first. The good grace of God that chose me without my very limited knowledge and no foreknowledge, worked within me first, kindled the fire and lit the match. I just requested the new Spirit now within me to supply more fuel to burn a fire in my heart. I was moved to do so. I was on fire for the Lord. I embraced the light that was already shining in my heart and I knew that is was there to warm and enlighten me as John spoke of in John Chapter one. The light came first, and then I enthusiastically accepted it. I could never accept the light without feeling its warmth on my heart first. God first lights the fire in hearts by his will and not anything we will to do reach the Spirit of God. Once he brings the warmth of eternal life into our lives, we are inescapably enticed to accept it, willingly and spontaneously. The “I’ and the carnal so-called 'free-will' becomes a door mat during this time, as we yield and allow God to walk all over it. This is how I believe a believer is truly reborn with the spirit of God truly entrenched inside of them.
Blessings to all,
APAK
PS I may disagree with say
@Dave L on his Trinity belief, although I am in lock-step with him on this more severe and most critical belief and doctrine that makes us true believers with future eternal life. This I believe is the core and reason why I call myself a Christian and believer in Christ, my Lord, and my Father that saved me through the saving work of his Son.