I find myself constantly stuck in a cycle but is it wrong?

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I have struggled a large majority of my life with anxiety... specifically health anxiety. I find when I am in fear I cling plead hope pray vent to the Lord... everything I listen to or read for the most part is biblically based etc...

When not dealing with fear I get a bit more comfortable, maybe more confident and jovial , still do my best to focus on my walk with Christ but admittedly with the fear not as present it doesn't feel the urgency... however even in these less anxious moments I tell myself to be thankful.

I feel many would say this is a normal human cycle... however am I "wrong" when I get more comfortable or maybe slack so to say? Is my sinning any different then in my pleading fearful time wanting to cling to Jesus?
 

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I have struggled a large majority of my life with anxiety... specifically health anxiety. I find when I am in fear I cling plead hope pray vent to the Lord... everything I listen to or read for the most part is biblically based etc...

When not dealing with fear I get a bit more comfortable, maybe more confident and jovial , still do my best to focus on my walk with Christ but admittedly with the fear not as present it doesn't feel the urgency... however even in these less anxious moments I tell myself to be thankful.

I feel many would say this is a normal human cycle... however am I "wrong" when I get more comfortable or maybe slack so to say? Is my sinning any different then in my pleading fearful time wanting to cling to Jesus?
Yes, anxiety and fear are always wrong and sinful.

1. You can look up all the verses in the Bible about healing and health.

2. Memorize and quote to yourself verses like “who healeth all thy diseases” and “by His stripes ye are healed”.

3. Read books on Christian divine healing by TL Osborn, Andrew Murray, etc.

4. Learn about nutrition and best foods to eat.

5. Try to buy only organic, nonGMO foods.

6. Look up verses on trusting God.

7. Give your anxieties to Jesus. Casting all your cares upon Him, for He careth for you.

8. Get necessary exercise and fresh air outside.
 
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If E = mc2 then we can divide and conclude that...

Mass (m) = Plasma (E/c2)

And there are three varieties...

Natural E/c2 - All mass is basically cooled plasma
Mental E/c2 - Mentally, A mathematical formula, but this has chemical and spiritual properties as well.
Spiritual E/c2 - E (motivation, warmth, love) / c2 (faith, hope, charity, joy)

This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. - 1 John 1:5

God can take mass and turn it into plasma... God can take the plasma and reform it into mass. All to his will and imagination... No man being his counselor. Even then... How would we humans know to create living things out of the dust alone?

Unfortunately, though, the light and the darkness interact here on planet Earth...Comparing the light and the darkness, the opposite of E/c2 would be z (absolute zero)/ d (darkness)...

Natural z/d - Nothing, empty space.
Mental z/d - Again nothing but empty space.
Spiritual z/d - z (laziness, coldness, hatred) / d (fear, despair, greed, sorrow)


4 And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.
5 This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
6 If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth: - 1 John 1

I do not understand why so much darkness can arise out of our minds, bodies, and spirits. But I would encourage study and practice in that which is light and energy. Especially what I just declared as... Spiritual E/c2 - E (motivation, warmth, love) / c2 (faith, hope, charity, joy)
 

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If E = mc2 then we can divide and conclude that...

Mass (m) = Plasma (E/c2)

And there are three varieties...

Natural E/c2 - All mass is basically cooled plasma
Mental E/c2 - Mentally, A mathematical formula, but this has chemical and spiritual properties as well.
Spiritual E/c2 - E (motivation, warmth, love) / c2 (faith, hope, charity, joy)

This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. - 1 John 1:5

God can take mass and turn it into plasma... God can take the plasma and reform it into mass. All to his will and imagination... No man being his counselor. Even then... How would we humans know to create living things out of the dust alone?

Unfortunately, though, the light and the darkness interact here on planet Earth...Comparing the light and the darkness, the opposite of E/c2 would be z (absolute zero)/ d (darkness)...

Natural z/d - Nothing, empty space.
Mental z/d - Again nothing but empty space.
Spiritual z/d - z (laziness, coldness, hatred) / d (fear, despair, greed, sorrow)


4 And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.
5 This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.
6 If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth: - 1 John 1

I do not understand why so much darkness can arise out of our minds, bodies, and spirits. But I would encourage study and practice in that which is light and energy. Especially what I just declared as... Spiritual E/c2 - E (motivation, warmth, love) / c2 (faith, hope, charity, joy)

Who is among you that feareth the Lord, that obeyeth the voice of his servant, that walketh in darkness, and hath no light? let him trust in the name of the Lord, and stay upon his God. - Isaiah 50:10
 

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I have struggled a large majority of my life with anxiety... specifically health anxiety. I find when I am in fear I cling plead hope pray vent to the Lord... everything I listen to or read for the most part is biblically based etc...

When not dealing with fear I get a bit more comfortable, maybe more confident and jovial , still do my best to focus on my walk with Christ but admittedly with the fear not as present it doesn't feel the urgency... however even in these less anxious moments I tell myself to be thankful.

I feel many would say this is a normal human cycle... however am I "wrong" when I get more comfortable or maybe slack so to say? Is my sinning any different then in my pleading fearful time wanting to cling to Jesus?
Hi Ernie.
I'm sorry that you deal with that. We all fear at times. I used to be a constant worrier as I had a lot of confusion and pain. I've learned to take even a budding fear straight to the throne. I normally begin prayer with thanksgiving to God for things He's given me- (there are many that we tend to overlook) As I pray in gratitude my spirit lifts within me-- my fears lessoned greatly. Many times gone~
Do you take care of yourself physically? Eat right- daily exercise- and rest?
Sometimes we can focus on self too much in our thoughts and before you know it it becomes full blown worry. When we get our heads out of ourselves by focusing on the good of others- things change.
If you just sit quietly in His presence sometimes and focus in faith on His love for you it can mend just about anything. He doesn't will you to worry- he wants you to receive His peace. Make prayer a daily part of your life- good days too- every day.

If you happen to watch tv a lot a lot- no wonder- turn it off. What we put in our brains matters. Every commercial is about a disease and drug side effects- who needs that? If you want to watch something in particular- mute the commercials. It's ridiculous. put good things into your mind and focus there! I have a Christian music station on all day- called family radio. It's always in my background. It matters what we do.. Keep your eyes on Jesus! it's true.


There is an herb- an adaptogen that I used to take.. It balances out any imbalances is in your body. It was called Ashwagandha. I didn't want the side effects or addiction that come with medications. I took 450-1200 mg a day depending on my need. It was extremely helpful. I promise it will settle you down- but never forget prayer! Daily! When you don't want to pray is when you should the MOST! Really.

There is an app or find your local radio station- or listen online .I learned all of the hymns this way. Very uplifting station. Some songs may seem corny but for the most part it's great.
 
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I have struggled a large majority of my life with anxiety... specifically health anxiety. I find when I am in fear I cling plead hope pray vent to the Lord... everything I listen to or read for the most part is biblically based etc...

When not dealing with fear I get a bit more comfortable, maybe more confident and jovial , still do my best to focus on my walk with Christ but admittedly with the fear not as present it doesn't feel the urgency... however even in these less anxious moments I tell myself to be thankful.

I feel many would say this is a normal human cycle... however am I "wrong" when I get more comfortable or maybe slack so to say? Is my sinning any different then in my pleading fearful time wanting to cling to Jesus?
Yes Ernie, you have many concerns about yourself so I would ask, do you KNOW Jesus.....or do just find him a means to an end?