I have struggled a large majority of my life with anxiety... specifically health anxiety. I find when I am in fear I cling plead hope pray vent to the Lord... everything I listen to or read for the most part is biblically based etc...
When not dealing with fear I get a bit more comfortable, maybe more confident and jovial , still do my best to focus on my walk with Christ but admittedly with the fear not as present it doesn't feel the urgency... however even in these less anxious moments I tell myself to be thankful.
I feel many would say this is a normal human cycle... however am I "wrong" when I get more comfortable or maybe slack so to say? Is my sinning any different then in my pleading fearful time wanting to cling to Jesus?
When not dealing with fear I get a bit more comfortable, maybe more confident and jovial , still do my best to focus on my walk with Christ but admittedly with the fear not as present it doesn't feel the urgency... however even in these less anxious moments I tell myself to be thankful.
I feel many would say this is a normal human cycle... however am I "wrong" when I get more comfortable or maybe slack so to say? Is my sinning any different then in my pleading fearful time wanting to cling to Jesus?