Understanding MPD/DID & SRA/MK

TLHKAJ · Oct 29, 2026

doctrox said:
And...God's word cannot be broken. 1 Peter 3:5 talks about husbands, that if they don't obey the word, they can, without the word, be won by the conduct/behavior/lifestyle of the wife. I'm not saying to obey ungodly commands. I'm saying to obey God's command as per his word and then watch the fireworks get delivered to your husband.

I have a certain anger that isn't directed toward the perps ... I've asked the Lord .... "I know You have a plan and Your plans for me are for good and not for evil. But if I must suffer, please allow me/my alters to witness Christ to those who are hurting us."

TLHKAJ · Oct 29, 2026

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Snow said:
Hi secular music can invite the enemy in… many things can and does… its lawfully contractural in the spirit realm… when we do or listen or say what is unholy the enemy will use it to get permission to come in and reside… if God permits of course

Hello, brother. I posted this reply to you in my other thread, but I wanted to repost it here and expand just a little bit, as the subject matter fits into the thread.

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My reply....

Yes, I agree. Sometimes, we don't have a choice, because a neighbor may blare their evil music, or someone drives by with it blaring, etc.

God showed me when I was a baby Christian at age 13. I was saved for maybe a couple of months and I fell asleep on my bed with the radio on. Before too long, it was revealed to me the influence music has. The song by Flaco called "Rock me, Amadeus" came on and when those words "rock me, Amadeus" were sung, I was spiritually attacked by an entity. I immediately woke up and turned it off ...and from that point, I understood and never had an appetite for that music again. And really, I didn't have an appetite for it at that time since I was saved, but hadn't been aware that I needed to be diligent to guard my ears from even hearing it, if possible.

After that experience, I dedicated my own radio/cassette player to the Lord. I wrote "JESUS" across my speaker with a black permanent marker. And I wouldn't allow anything but Christian music to be played on my radio or cassette player. (Mostly Southern and Bluegrass Gospel music, and hymns.) I was teased a lot by my family and relatives for that.

But one day, some relatives came to visit ...aunts, cousins (who were much older than me). A cousin who was about 9 years my senior thought it was funny to put her rock and roll cassette in my tape player without asking me. Well, it played for maybe 2 or 3 seconds when my take player chewed it up! lol

They knew after that not to overstep. It was more about God showing them the power of the name of Jesus, and that He is real. But my cousin remembered that.

A year later, when I was home alone, that same cousin called me on the phone to harass me. They were angry at me over an incident at school with another cousin closer to my age where I had advised her not to give her asthma meds to another student who was suicidal. (That other student ended up rushed to the hospital to have her stomach pumped.)

To get back at me, they paid that cousin who was close to my age, $100 to go to school and spread rumors about me and my dad. It resulted in a lot of other harassment by classmates. (My relatives were just wonderful. lol)

So this day, my little 11 yr old brother was at my relatives' home spending the night with cousins, and she decided to call me with a room full of family ....including my little brother ...and laugh at me because of the s*xual abuse by my father. Then she said she was coming to my house to beat me up. Immediately out of my mouth was .... "I rebuke you in the name of Jesus!" She laughed and told everyone in the room, "She rebuked me in the name of Jesus... hahahaha!" Everyone mocked and laughed. And then she hung up.

She never showed up to my house that night. She called a few days later and apologized because she was unable to sleep. God kept her awake for 3 days and nights till she apologized to me.

Anyway ...I got off topic, but hey .... it's my thread! lol

As she got older, God kept drawing her and she came to Christ over the last decade or so (in her late 40's and early 50's).

I'll expand more on this in the next comment...

EDITED on Oct 31 ....autocorrect typos corrected.

TLHKAJ · Oct 30, 2026

TLHKAJ said:
So this day, my little 11 yr old brother was at my relatives' home spending the night with cousins, and she decided to call me with a room full of family ....including my little brother ...and laugh at me because of the s*xual abuse by my father.

To expand on this .....

This is a bit graphic, so survivors of s*xual abuse may want to pray before reading, or wait till you're in a stable place with the Lord.

I was s*xually abused basically from infancy by multiple people, which is common for. SRA/MK survivors

Before this incident, there was an incident that happened. I needed to put away the family's clothing after folding, and also iron my clothes. The ironing board was kept in my parents' bedroom. So I was trying to be quiet ironing my clothes, because my father was asleep in the bed. He woke and saw me there, and grabbed me. He pulled me into the bed and wouldn't let me up. I often struggled to get away, but he was much stronger than me. I fell asleep there.

My mother walked in and thought it was cute and took a Polaroid. She later showed it to our relatives. That was fuel for them to use against me. They reveled in doing things like this ....the fact that my little brother was there, who I wanted to protect ...was like icing on the cake for them.

TLHKAJ · Oct 30, 2026

I'm posting a lot here lately, and lots of subject matter. But I came across a thread on this forum asking if time travel us possible. I don't even care (at this point) to participate in that thread because I know where it will lead.

But I'd like to discuss that amongst survivors who have experience experiments in time travel, or seeing things from the spirit realm outside the body that is bound by time. This is one of the reasons programmers use severe trauma to shatter us from the womb ....to break off parts that feel no safety or connection to the body because being in the body is scary and it HURTS!!! Some of my earliest memories are from OUTSIDE the body ... age 1 and 2 years old. I had already learned that being in the body wasn't safe. Traumas in the womb and in infancy shattered my very being so severely, I already had thousands of fragments who stayed outside the body in a place that was severed from the body.

**Some parts held their place in the body because it was their job to hold trauma away from the front parts who functioned in daily life. But many thousands of parts and fragments were scattered outside the body.

Only GOD could find and rescue and mend all those thousands, and hundreds of thousands of fragments that were isolated from each other and severed from the body. I remember feeling at a loss as to how to bring those parts back. But God .... only He could bring them back. Those parts were scattered all over the spirit realm, in their own individual bubbles, with no connection to other fragments or parts, or the body, or the rest of the world. Many of them were continually singing to self soothe .... some continually calling for "meme" ...the (imaginary) mommy who was good and safe and far, far away from the mommy who wasn't. They would sing to her ...the mommy who never came.

I'm not trying to take this into a place of despair, but to show the reader the process programmers use to create parts who are completely severed from the body, outside the influence of time. They can take these parts and use them to go places in the spirit realm .....locations, to view ....and see things in the spirit realm like past events. Yes, they try to get survivors to influence past events, but that cannot happen. But to glean information .....yes.

I'm inviting other survivors to share if they have experienced and know more.
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TLHKAJ · Oct 30, 2026

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In typing my previous post, it occurred to me that the reason for such severe shattering is more than just shattering for the sake of shattering. As I was typing, an understanding and realization came to me ... that having hundreds and thousands of parts scattered literally all over the spirit realm was to expand my ability to see "time past" (and other purposes as well, such as remote viewing). A part could be taught to go and sort of use these scattered fragments as contact points ...like to see into the spirit realm, since those fragments were always outside body and time. Am I making sense? Idk how accurate I am ...but I believe that those isolated fragments were created on purpose, to be used. And let me tell you, the traumas they use to create those fragments is beyond comprehension. They have to do that in order to get parts who are completely severed and no way back to the body ..... BUT GOD!!!!! \o/

TLHKAJ · Oct 30, 2026

Well, I just felt that I should at least contribute something to the "time travel" thread that is based in truth.

Is Time Travel Possible?

Some will laugh at the topic, and yet incredible, unbelievable things are happening right now with technology!

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Hint: Time is a created thing. God exists outside of time. All of creation is a witness of history, which is time past. Time has a beginning ....and it will have an end.

Revelation 10:6
“And sware by him that liveth for ever and ever, who created heaven, and the things that therein are, and the earth, and the things that therein are, and the sea, and the things which are therein, that there should be time no longer:”

Think.... when someone receives an organ transplant, like a heart, kidney, etc... the recipient very often will begin to get memories of things that the donor experienced. Sometimes, their preferences, interests, and taste buds will change to be more like those of the donor. Why is that? It's because every cell in the body stores memory. This is why identical twins (triplets, etc) will often feel the same things between their siblings, and have other connections ....because they came from the same fertilized egg that had then split into genetically identical (but with a unique soul/spirit) human being/s.

I'm going somewhere with this. Everything we see and cannot see is created by God. All of creation holds memory ....history, a witness of God's handiwork ...and a witness of everything that has occurred.

Romans 8:22
“For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now.”

Luke 19:40
“And he answered and said unto them, I tell you that, if these should hold their peace, the stones would immediately cry out.”

I do believe that when someone is outside the confines of the body which is bound by time, they can see things that have happened in the past. But can they change history? No, they cannot. God is the only omnipresent, Omnipotent one. He knows the end from the beginning. He created it all!

doctrox · Oct 30, 2026

So it's been a very interesting 24 hours. Perhaps your prayers have played a part. Yesterday afternoon, I met with a traumatized woman (now a client), and have begun the process to liberty as per the Lord. Last night, the Lord indicated that I am to shift away from the legal-field aspect of my walk and toward the evangelistic aspect. And finally, the Lord confirmed that I am to shift out of my present place of housekeeping to another (as yet unknown) spot by the end of the year.

TLHKAJ said:
I have a purple indented scar there now, and a mole that came up next to it ....which is a result of multiple electric shocks to the same area. They have used the other side as well, and a mole popped up there as well

It's confirmed that moles can result from the shocks.

TLHKAJ said:
it was revealed to me the influence music has.

Music is a...frequency. God used a frequency (his voice) to speak all into existence. So it's a given that Satan would pervert freq's for his own diabolical purposes.

TLHKAJ said:
I'm not trying to take this into a place of despair, but to show the reader the process programmers use to create parts who are completely severed from the body, outside the influence of time. They can take these parts and use them to go places in the spirit realm .....locations, to view ....and see things in the spirit realm like past events. Yes, they try to get survivors to influence past events, but that cannot happen.

Agreed. They cannot influence past events, as much as they may try to.

TLHKAJ said:
But to glean information .....yes.

Yes. At the end of the day, the perps' motives are selfishly utilitarian. Manipulation is their intention. However, "That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past." - Ecc. 3:15. God is the only one who truly knows and requires or seeks out "that which is past."

TLHKAJ said:
I believe that those isolated fragments were created on purpose, to be used. And let me tell you, the traumas they use to create those fragments is beyond comprehension. They have to do that in order to get parts who are completely severed and no way back to the body ..... BUT GOD!!!!! \o/

They may split the core, but they are unable to affect/extinguish what they call "the light." They are willingly ignorant (2 Pet. 3:5) in this. They choose to reject, ignore, and/or avoid God's truth - it's full blown spiritual fault and a form of rebellion.

There's an interesting passage (basically talking about the aging process):

Remember now thy Creator in the days of thy youth, while the evil days come not, nor the years draw nigh, when thou shalt say, I have no pleasure in them; While the sun, or the light, or the moon, or the stars, be not darkened, nor the clouds return after the rain: In the day when the keepers of the house shall tremble, and the strong men shall bow themselves, and the grinders cease because they are few, and those that look out of the windows be darkened, And the doors shall be shut in the streets, when the sound of the grinding is low, and he shall rise up at the voice of the bird, and all the daughters of musick shall be brought low; Also when they shall be afraid of that which is high, and fears shall be in the way, and the almond tree shall flourish, and the grasshopper shall be a burden, and desire shall fail: because man goeth to his long home, and the mourners go about the streets: Or ever the silver cord be loosed, or the golden bowl be broken, or the pitcher be broken at the fountain, or the wheel broken at the cistern. Then shall the dust return to the earth as it was: and the spirit shall return unto God who gave it. Vanity of vanities, saith the preacher; all is vanity. - Ecc. 12:1-8

"The silver cord is a metaphysical concept describing an invisible, luminous tether that connects the physical body to the spiritual or astral body. Found in various esoteric traditions and occultism, it acts as a lifeline; as long as the cord remains intact, the soul can freely roam, but its severing results in death." (Wikipedia)

In occultism and astral projection practices, the term is frequently used literally. In these traditions, the silver cord represents an etheric, elastic tether that connects the physical body to the soul, and death occurs only when this cord is finally severed.

TLHKAJ said:
I'm going somewhere with this. Everything we see and cannot see is created by God. All of creation holds memory ....history, a witness of God's handiwork ...and a witness of everything that has occurred.

Yes. And as contained in "the books," wherein God possesses complete knowledge of every individual's life.

TLHKAJ said:
I do believe that when someone is outside the confines of the body which is bound by time, they can see things that have happened in the past.

Well, at least through divine revelation, which trumps time, astral projection, and all the rest of it.

"It is not expedient for me doubtless to glory. I will come to visions and revelations of the Lord. I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) such an one caught up to the third heaven. And I knew such a man, (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) How that he was caught up into paradise, and heard unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter." - 2 Cor. 12.

Several examples of "see[ing] things that have happened in the past" are found in the Holy Bible. Moses got details that happened long before his time (divine revelation about creation, the Garden, etc.). John saw Satan's rebellion and war in heaven. King Nebuchadnezzar was shown a prophetic dream, but he forgot exactly what it was. Daniel was then given a night vision by God that explicitly recovered the king's past dream so he could interpret it. God literally played back a past event (the dream the king already had) to Daniel. Paul was not present at the Last Supper, yet he provides a highly detailed, eyewitness-style account of exactly what happened on the night Jesus was betrayed.

TLHKAJ said:
But can they change history? No, they cannot. God is the only omnipresent, Omnipotent one. He knows the end from the beginning. He created it all!

Amen!

TLHKAJ · Oct 30, 2026

doctrox said:
So it's been a very interesting 24 hours. Perhaps your prayers have played a part. Yesterday afternoon, I met with a traumatized woman (now a client), and have begun the process to liberty as per the Lord. Last night, the Lord indicated that I am to shift away from the legal-field aspect of my walk and toward the evangelistic aspect. And finally, the Lord confirmed that I am to shift out of my present place of housekeeping to another (as yet unknown) spot by the end of the year.

Praise God, brother! Thank you for the update. I love hearing how God is moving, especially where survivors are concerned.

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TLHKAJ · Thursday at 11:12 PM

I thought it might interest a few of you to go back to this page and read. Things get buried after awhile.

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Silent no more. First I would like to say, My sincere thoughts and prayers for all those who have had to experience life this way. Second, I would like to thank all those who have, for being patient with those who have not and have a hard time coming to terms with how people can be so cruel and...

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TLHKAJ · Thursday at 11:18 PM

Reposting this.....

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Clues of MPD/DID & Possible SRA and/or MK Ultra

❑ Missed periods of time; amnesia or blackouts (in the absence of substance use)
❑ The person referring to him or herself as "we"
❑ Darkness may surround them
❑ Sudden changes in behavior, voice tone or handwriting
❑ Gothic clothing
❑ Making contradictory statements such as, “I don’t like blue” ...and then saying, “Blue is my favorite color”
❑ Emotional in personality
❑ Knowledge of parents, grandparents or other relatives that have been involved in psychic or occult practices
❑ MPD/DID diagnosis in the past
❑ Removal from the home as a child by the state
❑ Emotional flare-ups and unusual behavior at certain holidays or times of the year
❑ Unexplainable scars, bruises or injuries
❑ Demonic/occultic tattoos
❑ Hysterical reaction to a seemingly non-threatening event, comment or situation
❑ Bizarre, irrational behavior
❑ Family member with a history of mental illness or severe chemical imbalance
❑ The person being told that they did certain things to don't recall. The person may find unfamiliar objects or samples of strange handwriting.
❑ Sleepwalking and automatic writing (such as those in fugue states)
❑ Rapid change of moods
❑ Difficulty creating close emotional bonds
❑ Intrusive mental images or flashes, and auditory noises or hearing voices in the head
❑ Problems trusting others
❑ Phobias; fears, often undifferentiated
❑ Unexplained issues with hostility and anger
❑ A sense of betrayal
❑ Increased levels of sexual behavior and acting out; promiscuity; addictions
❑ Prostitution
❑ Substance abuse; alcoholism
❑ Facial and vocal changes observable by others
❑ Exaggerated startle reflex
❑ Dreamlike memories
❑ Having skills of unknown source or without memory of learning them
❑ Photographic memory
❑ Derealization and depersonalization
❑ Finding items (clothing, food, personal items) with no memory of purchasing them
❑ Often unable to locate vehicle when emerging from a store
❑ Frequently feel the need to change clothing several times before going out; frequent change of clothes, styles, preferences
❑ Abnormally high pain tolerance
❑ Irrational, unexplainable response to a current situation
❑ History of eating disorders (anorexia, bulimia) or extreme fluctuations in weight and/or digestive disorders
❑ Sensations of rapid spinning with feeling like passing out
❑ Sensations of rapid dropping or falling
❑ Fear of going crazy or losing control
❑ Periods of struggle with depression, guilt, shame, intense anger, rage, loneliness, or hopelessness
❑ Compulsive thinking, counting, repeating words or rhymes
❑ Suicidal thoughts, feelings of not wanting to live
❑ Very watchful and guarded, while other times very spontaneous and open
❑ Experiencing migraines, severe headaches, ulcers, severe allergies, sexual dysfunction
❑ Seizures, pseudo seizures, or blackouts
❑ Inherent sense of being tainted or evil
❑ Relationships marked with distrust or overdependence; struggles to give and receive love
❑ Experiencing panic, phobias, sleep disturbances, or sleep disorders
❑ Random variation in vision, despite being fitted with glasses; random variation in hearing
❑ Mind goes blank when asked direct questions
❑ Occasional or random sensations of electricity shooting through the body; frequent, often severe muscle cramps
❑ Self-hatred, self-loathing, or self-mutilation with no remembrance of why or how
❑ Dreams with ritualistic or occultic tints
❑ Fear or discomfort around of mirrors, cameras, televisions, etc
❑ Affinity for Disney, dragons, occult-themed movies or books, Star Wars, or other science fiction... or extreme dislike of them
❑ Military involvement (oneself or parents, close family members)
❑ Close family members involved in freemasonry (or religions rooted in freemasonry)
❑ Family members or oneself working high level government jobs
❑ “Busy mind” or hearing lots of thoughts in the mind, often contradicting one’s normal character or mindset or beliefs
❑ History of “UFO/alien” abductions or encounters

**These have been gathered from multiple sources on the internet as well as books/reading over the years, plus personal
experience.**

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doctrox · 2026-11-06T15:10:39-0600

TLHKAJ said:
I thought it might interest a few of you to go back to this page and read. Things get buried after awhile.

That is one huge chunk of meat! And it brought back a lot of history (and some new things and some things I wish I didn't know).

Thank you!

TLHKAJ · 2026-11-06T16:02:39-0600

doctrox said:
That is one huge chunk of meat! And it brought back a lot of history (and some new things and some things I wish I didn't know).

Thank you!

You're welcome, brother.
Would you be care to share what were the "new things" and what were the "things you wish you didn't know"?
I'm curious to know your thoughts...

doctrox · 2026-11-06T16:34:57-0600

TLHKAJ said:
what were the "new things" and what were the "things you wish you didn't know"?

For one, the weaponization of time (and all the efforts to manipulate it). It's all deception, of course, but it explains A LOT about why the perps do what they do, about why they spend so much time with TIME. Wouldn't Satan be somebody if he could genuinely manipulate time? The theme is saturated throughout the media and entertainment industries. So discovering its distorted webs in the lives of survivors should not surprise me any more. Going forward, it's something I am now taking far more seriously.

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