I have a certain anger that isn't directed toward the perps ... I've asked the Lord .... "I know You have a plan and Your plans for me are for good and not for evil. But if I must suffer, please allow me/my alters to witness Christ to those who are hurting us."And...God's word cannot be broken. 1 Peter 3:5 talks about husbands, that if they don't obey the word, they can, without the word, be won by the conduct/behavior/lifestyle of the wife. I'm not saying to obey ungodly commands. I'm saying to obey God's command as per his word and then watch the fireworks get delivered to your husband.