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Having thought about it, I worry that God doesn't want a relationship with me. The faith I had was special and I think deep down that I feel God made those things happen to me as a way of getting rid of me. Even deeper down I know I am wrong, though. Let me know if somehow I can encourage you.

I certainly will. Thank you for being understanding. Fair point. I want justice and I know it probably won't happen in this life (maybe not even in the next). And even worse is that those people will go on to hurt other people and get away with it. Just finished reading it and found it...

I don't know. Is there any other concepts of faith than what I had?

Sometimes I feel like God doesn't want a relationship with me even though I know otherwise. For the past few days my problems haven't been bothering me and I have been feeling close to God but I know it won't last. It sounds crazy and my motives will sound completely wrong but I was thinking...

This might sound blasphemous and I do not mean any disrespect towards the Lord but did Jesus really know what it was like to be human? I know he came as a man, was born and suffered many things but I don't think he actually had to deal with the things we have to. It seems that he chose a lot of...

At the moment I am thinking of excuses I can make. He would be less open to that than church. He has this world view that everyone on the internet is a predator of some kind. In fact I have been trying online dating and I am trying to think of excuses on how to meet someone in person if I find...

Thank you to everyone who replied since my last post. That makes sense. I should have asked how to keep it but I feel that I lost so much of it and I am unsure rather or not I can get back what I lost. My father is an oppressive atheist. He would probably try to stop me or insult me for it...

I wouldn't know how to excuse myself to go to a church.

Unfortunately I am unable to join a church so I really don't have anybody to be with. Thank you. Thank you very much.

My heart goes out to you, we are in the same boat. It feels like God freely gives to only a very few people. Not most of us. To me it seems that God only blesses the wicked. It is like the only way to succeed in life is by being a big time sinner. Landlords get rich oppressing the poor...

Thanks, everyone. There is a lot of stuff I did not mention because I didn't want my post getting too long. Among what I mentioned I used to have a boss who was mean to me that gets high praise and worship by practically everyone, I suffer from jealousy towards people better off and in...

Trigger warning: abuse, other themes Sorry for the long read. I made an account on this forum specifically to ask my fellow Christians for help. I hope none of this comes off as rant-ish, I posted this because I need help with my faith. My life has always been a mess and for the past ten years...