(Carissa001;22911)
I still don't know. IM still worried about the womens things. I still think no matter what I have brought this shame on my family. I will never have the life I wished for now. I wanted to graduate and get married and have a family.Now I am someone who has caused such evil to happen. I am thinking maybe I am cursed. I should be sleeping but I can not. I am thinking I should just leave and not bring my curse on the people I love so deeply.Thank the Lord that this board is here. I was not sure about using the internet but I have been reading around on here and there are so very smart people, not like me. You are good people I hope I dont infect any of you.I am going to pray for God to tell me what to do. I can not sleep or eat so I will keep praying. I am not supposed to leave my laptop on all the time but dad put a protection blanket thing on the internet and christian sites are ok!!!!
Dear Carissa001You need get out of this state. To worry is only affecting your relationship with God. That statement I highlighted...For you to say that is the fact that you are only holding yourself back. You are only stopping yourself. God does not want you to worry at all. You can trust Him.JagLovest ye in Christ Yahshua, Lord and Saviour.
I still don't know. IM still worried about the womens things. I still think no matter what I have brought this shame on my family. I will never have the life I wished for now. I wanted to graduate and get married and have a family.Now I am someone who has caused such evil to happen. I am thinking maybe I am cursed. I should be sleeping but I can not. I am thinking I should just leave and not bring my curse on the people I love so deeply.Thank the Lord that this board is here. I was not sure about using the internet but I have been reading around on here and there are so very smart people, not like me. You are good people I hope I dont infect any of you.I am going to pray for God to tell me what to do. I can not sleep or eat so I will keep praying. I am not supposed to leave my laptop on all the time but dad put a protection blanket thing on the internet and christian sites are ok!!!!
Dear Carissa001You need get out of this state. To worry is only affecting your relationship with God. That statement I highlighted...For you to say that is the fact that you are only holding yourself back. You are only stopping yourself. God does not want you to worry at all. You can trust Him.JagLovest ye in Christ Yahshua, Lord and Saviour.