I have considered myself a Christian my entire life, despite attending church merely a handful of times in all of my years. Although my parents both we raised in Christian households, I was not fortunate enough to have any real exposure to Christian teachings, the reason for which I do not really know... maybe my parents had conflicting beliefs, little faith, or maybe they were as confused as I am now... I place no blame, but that is my backgound, I had to "figure it out on my own."I was left to find out what I believed in on my own which, after being exposed to public schools for 12 years and nothing more, is mainly based on scientific fact from textbooks. Protons, electrons, photons... atoms, elements, molecules... stars, black holes, wormholes, quasars... so on and so on. I have a thirst for knowledge and have always had an ample supply of information from books, the internet, you name it. Using logic and reason I've connected the dots for years and have found out just how to "figure it out on my own." But unfortunately that leaves me with even more confusion and unease.It is logical to me that the universe has a Creator. Even IF there was a big bang that created our universe, who put the mass there to "bang"? Even IF humans did evolve from single-cell organisms, who created life, even in those simplest of forms? But then I try to extend that logic to the existence of God... How is He there if I can't see him? What is He made of? I can't explain that, I can't find cold hard facts. But... I continue to uphold my faith in God as the Creator of the universe, and I also uphold my belief in Jesus as the son of God and as our saviour. These are fundamental beliefs I have, but I am still confused. I'm presented with a struggle between science/logic and my faith... One moment I search books for evidence of the existence of God, the next I speak to Him in prayer seeking guidance. That struggle in itself underminds the strength of my faith, which is exactly what I'm ranting about.I know I can't be alone in the times we're in where we think we have just about everything figured out. Is there anyone out there that can help guide inquisitive minds to the right path?