I have been a follower for 7 years and i have found great solace in the Word of God and Jesus but at present i fail to see the meaning of my life, it seems pointless and like it has gone by so quickly

, Dear God why am i Here? why was i Created? I want to be a faithful servant and make you happy but My small meagre life is but a grain of dust in the limitless pools of time and space, dear God i am but a spec of dust, What purpose does my life fulfil? I pray to you God for the answer, Thank you in Jesus name, Amen.
It seems that you need 'spiritual renewal.'
-- To experience His grace, mercy & love again..
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During my spiritual journey..from 1970's,
- I went through season of 'spiritual renewal & restoration'..several times.
- Experiencing His love and power.. in new dimension/level.
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His purpose/calling .. (that you are much concerned/focused..)
- It will unfold/happen..in His time.
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Continue to wait on the Lord.
Isaiah 40:31
"..those who wait on the Lord shall renew.."
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'Wait on the Lord' (song lyrics)
Wait on the Lord
Listen to His Voice
They that wait upon the Lord
Shall renew their strength..
- From 'Maranatha music'
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Listening 'Scripture & Praise songs' can be helpful.
- During the time of spiritual renewal/restoration.