hello 'for life' Penguin here... having said that, i hope others contribute their experiences and thoughts in this thread! As a result, here is the previous correspondence.original txt from another thread:-
quote=For Life; I believe that my elders are wiser than I am and have something worth learning. Unfortunately for me I have a rebellious spirit and have a hard time obeying. I am trying to learn though. Penguins reply: hi there, i'm not wanting to detract from this thread but would like to respond to you 'For Life' i too have the ability to be rebellious and have only come into the revelation of this in the last couple of weeks. I was completely shocked as i hadn't realised it before. the journey i have been on recently as a result may be of interest to you. the challenge to fast flesh, not simply the food, but the self flesh which promotes the mindset of rebellion. What i mean by this in practice, is that as i realise that my action, thoughts etc have been born in rebellion, i need to choose to fast the thoughts and actions. For me, with the original revelation came the realisation of the hidden places and the amount rebellion can manifest itself, like a root spreading through various parts of life. God is able to renew me in this though and i will be transformed!!! romans 12. -you too!as i have continued on my journey, i have considered that Jesus probably lived his entire life in fasting his flesh. maybe he could have stepped out of the humanness at any time. We have thoughts come to mind, and in fasting the flesh and taking captive those thoughts, we make a choice to not give in and to go Gods way. I'm thinking that Jesus was in constant submission to his Father, and he will have been able to do far more than we can in any given situation, but had to choose to submit to his humanness and fast his flesh. am i explaining myself ok??? I'm still trying to process my thoughts to be honest. Maybe this could be a new thread. if you would like to talk further, please start one and i'll look out for it. Any other input on this would be good! thanksNew reply from penguin: now we're here, i'm not sure what more i can say!to me, fasting flesh means all i have written above really. if you have any specific questions, then maybe that will help! ok, here goes...:study:Romans 12 v 1-2 "And so dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice- the kind that he will accept. When you think of what He has done for you, is it too much to ask? Don't copy the behaviour and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do, and you will know how good and pleasing and perfect his will really is."

ray3:going back to being rebellious... the above passage is a promise from God. I want to know His will and if i allow Him to transform me by renewing my thinking and my mindset in
all things He has to show me, then the outcome is i will come to know his will and whats more, i will know how good it is in Christ. The Holy Spirit only reveals things to me in the way i have had fresh revelation about my rebellion, when He wants to do something about it in my life. The first step for me is to realise this and to allow God into that area. to come to a place where i can completely let go and allow God to have control in that area of my life/ character/ personality... In human terms, this is a huge thing in my life and i have to choose to let go and let God. His ways are so much better than mine, and His knowledge of what is best for me is amazing. Having said that, it can be hard to choose to let go of something. Even when holding on is a silly idea. our flesh can be so dictatory and we can either live by flesh or by the Spirit. I want to live by the Spirit. i am on a journey in this. I have to speak to my flesh (like David) and step above it to be free to step out and follow Spirit. It isn't always easy, but God never said it would be. It is about who we obey, our own self or the Spirit of God at work in our lives to renew, heal and release us into the fullness of life that God has for us. Taking hold of our thoughts, (take every thought captive) and us dictating to our flesh not our flesh dictating to us. i say us dictating, but clearly any input we allow in such as unhelpful or unGodly influences can be part of this. If we open ourselves up to things, i feel that just as the Spirit can bring back to mind Scripture to minister into our lives and situations, i wonder if satan can bring things back to mind if we have opened ourselves up to unhelpful things. Images, words, thoughts etc. Back to Romans 12! If we choose to feed our minds with scripture and with Godly influences, relationships etc, then we are in the place where God is renewing our minds. We have to choose to submit to this and allow the truth of the word to take root, to be watered and to grow. with this, we can then speak to our minds/ thinking/ flesh and the changing power of the word can be released to be active and not return to God void. It kind of depends upon the soil we are when a seed is sewn. Our choice of how to respond. Claiming and moving into the strength we can have in God to live this out, with the leading of the Spirit.i'll stop there. any thougths? i am not saying i am right in all i am saying, but this is where i am at presently. As God reveals and i continue on this journey, i may come into a new revelation and understanding. Where are you at??? How is your journey???