I asked for it and I got it in an extreme way. Thank God and thank you all for praying.
This is from God and I will explain why-
I was asking constantly "what do I do" every day, multiple times, constant anxiety - instead of trusting him and doing what I needed to do. It didn't mean to be stupid, just to stop worrying about it and just do something instead of wasting time sitting around for years waiting for an answer on what to do. So the interpretation is much different than the one holding the experience.
I did what I needed to do and life has improved very much. That word helped me so much and I am trusting God and doing what I need to do.
I am focusing right now on my parenting, taking care of the home, and working towards better things, which is why I am not here so much lately. I am busy.
Glad that your life walking with God, and the Lord Jesus Christ has improved your quality of your inner woman (Spiritual body) - asking for God to help you increase your faith and trust and to lean on him.