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Greetings brothers and sisters. I've never really joined an online Christian forum before -or any forum for that matter-, but I'd like to learn as much as I can from this one.First, I'd like to tell you a little about myself. I'm a mixed race, my parents are mainly West Indian, and I have some German as well as Spanish heritage as well. Anyway, my family's never really been religious. Having gone to church once twice a year... maybe. But they were certainly supportive of me when I chose to be more religious and discover more about my Christian faith. I would like to tell you a little about what I believe. Some of you might consider me Christian, some of you might not. I DO consider myself a Christian and my place at the feet of our Lord. There was a point in my life where I felt lost. Chaotic, materialistic. I'm not sure what I was. It just seems like a different life. And so I took to faith to find comfort. But there were so many denominations of Christianity to study. The more I studied, the more I learned. But still, my life was going down the drain drip by drip. There were so many sects laying out so many paths to our Lord. And then my life hit such a low point... And I wanted to just get away from it all. What seemed like sheer chance to me back then, I now know was Divine guidance. I took a leave of absense, and went to Israel. I was there for a year. I don't really want to talk too much about my experiences there; suffice it to say I saw great men do great things and evil men do truly evil things. Looking back on it, one might say it was the most traumatic year of my life. But I don't see it that way. I see it as a turning point. A healing point. One particular day, walking through the streets of Tel Aviv, I saw a man who was surely an Israeli soldier. Paraplegic, lost his legs in some battle somewhere. Maybe attacked by Palestinian gunmen, who knows? It's an everyday affair over there. What is it that drives men to afflict such pain upon each other? What is it about us that drives us to throw ourselves into suffering--into despair? There was a park nearby and I went and sat there on the park bench. I sat for hours. And something hit me. Something struck me at the very core of my being. I felt compelled to travel to Jerusalem again. I don't know what it was, but I found a quiet patch of grass. I sat and I closed my eyes and meditated. And I felt Him. The light of Jesus, of our Father, of our Holy Spirit, of the Word flow through me and envelope me. And it came to me. Why should any one path to Jesus, be it Catholicism or Orthodoxy, or Protestantism or other denomination--as long as they believe in the Fundamentals--be more valid than any other? Not only were all those paths valid but they were unnecessary as well because the one path that is often ignored is the one that directly links your heart and mind to our Lord and Saviour. And so I meditated. I didn't pray... I meditated. As the Divine Love of our Saviour engulfed me, I knew I had to meditate further, for this is the best connection I had and needed with God. And so it came to me. So long as I believe in the Holiest of Holy Books: The Bible; so long as I keep the Light of our Lord safe and secure in my heart and mind, no church, no denomination can bring me the connection that I feel through meditation. A denomination implies a religion. Christianity is more than just a religion. It is a way of life. It is a relationship between us and our Saviour. And so I meditate To me prayer does not suffice. I meditate upon our Saviour, our God, our Son of Man, our One King. And so now I look at the world and my troubles melt away. The afflictions of my life disappeared. What is it that causes men to unleash suffering unto each other? It is this material world. This ever fleeting world, which is but a blink of an eye in the grandity of Eternity has so caused men to get lost in their material desires.. and this greed, this lust, this ego, this selfish behaviour causes us to do what we do. Causes us to suffer. I have thus shed as much as I can of my worldly tendencies... my material desires. This material reality is just a blink. It is the Divine reality that I seek... To the point, Heaven is described as a paradise with golden streams and lushness and all the material comforts. But you know, this is just self gratification. It is not what I want... material tendencies do not interest me. You know what the REAL joy of Heaven is? The REAL comfort? It is the fact that we forever bask in the glow of our Lord. We are united with Him. Our souls rejoin and return to that ever graceful place amidst the Word of God. That is the real pleasure of Heaven. To be reunited with our King. that is what I look forward to. And that is what I am. I am Christian, of no denomination. Of no church: my church is my heart and mind. The One Who gives me my sermon is no mortal. The One Who gives me my sermon has spelled it out for me in the Holy Bible; upon Whose words I shall forever meditate. Upon Whom I shall forever meditate.