Hello to all my friends here, Well friends I need some help, am an Indian and I live in A.p, Hyderabad – I was born a Muslim but believe me, I am confused regarding this, I met few elderly Christian friends who told me about some truth, and I think that may be this religion is true, Well I do not know much about the religion of Christianity and neither do I know much about the Christian sources in Hyderabad, So with great difficulty I could find out this forum, I just want my Christian frndz to help me out in few ways1. There is a part in me which believes in Jesus, but a very tiny part tells me still that I should be Muslim, as my mom, dad taught me to be, and remain on this faith, although I find it not at all worth following, I feel as if am being treacherous and wicked, betraying my parents and my fiancée. So can you please explain me if what is going on in my mind going to stop if I become a Christian and (or) I should stay a Muslim2. I am 20 yrs old and am engaged to a Muslim girl of 18 – she loves me and so do I, and my parents too love this relation – but if any one comes to know that am planning to convert, they’ll kill me, I’ll end up being an orphan (my parents will kick me out of the house), a broken engagement and also no future plans, (My dad is a stock broker, and I have to take over his business being his only son, but he will never give me his business if he finds out am inclined to this faith) so you can see, I can not go on publicly, saying I love Christ, or all that, what I want 4m you all is help regarding book stores, so friends can you please give me list of bible bookstores, or any other useful information – like internet web site, or you phone number (if you live in Hyderabad) –Book stores address wud do a lot of help which are in HYDERABAD OR SECANDRABAD – A.p –3. I want you to give me the address or at least the site name of any site, which deals with the Christianity and other things, related to Christianity and Islam4. You can please give me even the phone number of any man who lives in Hyderabad who can teach me the gospels and other biblical and Christian knowledge, But I want to be formal and away from church for some time as a precaution, once am married to my fiancée and get a firm hold on my family and get a good business I can express my faith publicly, and even try converting her and my parents.5. I have some doubts about Christianity; I mean I was a good boy ever since I was young. Like in never had wine, or smoke, or never looked at girls, or anything, but I have done some other sins, (being a human) and I just wanted to know will I be forgiven of those sins, if I become a Christian and secondly, can I have sexual intercourse with my fiancée, according to the Christian laws?6. Also lastly Friends, I want you to give me a quick reply, I do not care if it is not long, but I want a quick reply, so that I can get more knowledge… May God Bless You, - My id is [email protected] - if you are interested in me and would love helping me you can even mail me, and I can also give you my cell number to have a better conversation with my faithful friends.7. Thank you . . . rely soon – and in detail … plz