God doesn't have many shepherds. Jesus is the only true Shepherd of the sheep (Heb 13:20)I'm quoting from LITV on this one to bring out something,
1 Peter 5:2-4 LITV
2) Shepherd the flock of God among you, exercising oversight, not by compulsion, but willingly; nor eagerly for base gain, but readily;
3) nor as exercising lordship over the ones allotted to you, but becoming examples of the flock.
4) And at the appearing of the Chief Shepherd, you will receive the never fading crown of glory.
The ones allotted to you . . . the idea here that God has apportioned us each to our shepherds. Do you have that experience in your life of knowing who your shepherd - we normally say pastor of course - who this is in your life?
I'm actually waiting for my next pastor, my pastor died last year, and my wife and I remain wary of covid, so we have not been to church. We have our home church, but it's not all the same.
But I just wanted to bring out here the idea that God allots us to His various shepherds, and they are responsible for us, and must give account for their shepherding of us.
My pastor must be receiving great reward! He literally led us into greater love by his love for us. He was the most loving man I've ever known, and showed me what that was.
Much love!
And we don't have 'pastors'. They are not 'ours' to claim for our own. The pastors of God, that are pastors of His indeed, are His pastors, His gifts given to his church to preach and guide and lead in honesty and sincerity and simplicity of Christ.
"And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding." (Jerem 3)
My advice is to avoid the 'my pastor' mentality, and rather see them for what they are Scripturally: God's gifts to us for our soul's sake.
It's not just semantics, but an important truth in Christ. The 'my pastor' mentality can lead to the 'my Lord' mentality. But simply thanking God for His gifts to us for our benefit, keeps us focused on God and His Word, not on the 'gift' as a dominant factor in our lives of faith.