Tonight i was sleeping and i must have been processing all that had been said on this forum, suddenly after an hour of sleep i woke and i felt a lightness in my chest, i felt lighter and less burdonsome, the story of Jesus and his life was going through my head and how it all came together to complete a very specific purpose, for a moment i glimpsed the complete truth of God, Jesus his birth, death and resurrrection and what it means for people here on this earth now, it all made complete sense i wondered why more people do not see this cleary as i has seen tonight, i imagined i was in a church hall as a young child and approached and spoken too in the correct manner as to be made clear of what the truth is and what it means, i longed for that person to be me but i regret that it wasn't, no longer you ng now but willing to learn just as innocent as a child today as then i took onboard the full story of Jesus from what i know.
I then realised what has been keeping e from this complete truth that i have been seeking and it is simple but maybe not as apparent as you think, psychiatric medication clouds my judgement and stops me from fully embracing the lord
I wish i did not have to take it but i do, God and Jesus has laid this path for me but now i fear it is slipping away, just as fast as i woke up and it was clear hass the feeling and the clarity gone.
So i praise God for giving me this brief glimpse into his world and what it means to truly believe with crystal clear clarity and pray that i will be able to retain some of it for the future in order to spread the word and further his kingdom. in the name of Jesus Christ our God and saviour forever and ever, praise the lord, amen.
I then realised what has been keeping e from this complete truth that i have been seeking and it is simple but maybe not as apparent as you think, psychiatric medication clouds my judgement and stops me from fully embracing the lord
So i praise God for giving me this brief glimpse into his world and what it means to truly believe with crystal clear clarity and pray that i will be able to retain some of it for the future in order to spread the word and further his kingdom. in the name of Jesus Christ our God and saviour forever and ever, praise the lord, amen.