Yesterday, someone who I consider my best online friend contacted me! I have 2 online friends and 1 real life Christian friend. I was doubting that the online friend liked me for telling more about myself on the forum and he seems to still like me, at least that is what he said to me "Of course I'd like to be your friend!" I'm thankful for that. :) it's harder for me to make friends in real life bc I have a sort of problem with eye contact from social anxiety ever since I was in a Junior High school of a one populated race in my early teens when I was growing up and changing and things were hard and confusing and I didn't express myself much so it's stuck there, but I'm doing better than before, I'm kind of ok and not now with social anxiety eye contact but I'm more relaxed now and I hope my eyes don't look strange most of the time when I'm anxious, it doesn't seem so bc today when I went to the prayer meeting no one asked "r u ok?" They seemed to think I was fine. Thanks to God again for any improvement I have and hopefully for a full healing.