im tempted to worship idols....yet again.*sigh*
you know the drill if you've seen alot of my posts. a name sounds good, it rolls off the tounge, that character is potrayed as ludicrously powerfull, my batcrap insane brain thinks the're worthy of worship. this time it's Metatron, a character from Shin Megami Tensei, and a depiction of an archangel from the Book of Enoch. i don't know what's wrong with me. also i was thinking about him, and i started mumbling "Metatron" by accident under my breath. im scared of this because Metatron was beleived to be a magical name in some ancient Kabbalistic circles. i had no occultic or magikal intent whatsoever, but im paranoid i may have accidentaly done witchraft of some kind. most importantly, pray for my mental health, that it'll heal and i'll break this addiction to primal feel good feelings that tempt me to do things like this.
Yes brother, let's pray.
Heavenly Father, we can't do anything without Your help. Lord, the enemy is constantly bombarding us with all kinds of idols and temptations and we are prone and weak to have our mind and spirit and body controlled by these dark influences. Lord, please help my brother who is suffering from the attacks of the enemy. Please bind and rebuke these evil demons Lord. Please remember who you rebuked Legion from the man in the graves and then the man was right in his sane mind. Lord, I pray that You would intervene right in this man's life and You would set him free from all the demonic oppression. Lord, we know Satan is a murderer and a liar and You are able to defeat this foe and we know that because of what you did for us at the cross of Calvary, that we are not alone, we are able to have all our sins forgiven and we are able to be washed and cleaned by the blood of the Lamb of God, Jesus Christ. Lord, we need Your help. Please bring salvation and deliverance and all good things into this man's life. Lord, if he is doing something that is not right, please show it to him and give him help to escapes the traps of the enemy.
We know we can go to You in our times of fear and struggles and temptations. Lord, I know you have helped me and many brothers many times. This is not too hard for You. Lord, please give him grace and mercy. Please give a right fear of the Lord, not only to fear hell but to respect what You are all about and what Your will is about. Lord, we don't' just want to fear consequences and we want to know who You really are. Lord, the enemy wants to take our mind, and control it and make it satanic but You want us to be filled, and at work producing good fruit and doing good things for self and others. Please help him and give him wisdom in what he needs. Thank you Jesus. Thank you for your help already that you are sending. Thank you Lord. Please send angels to fight these demons who constantly lie to us. We bind and rebuke all lying spirits and all demons who are harassing this man in the name of Jesus. We cast away any false idols, any false spirits, and all lies and disorder right now in the name of Jesus. The Lord says whoever the Son sets free is free indeed. The Lord said "I will not cast any who come to me" and the Lord said "come to me all who are burden and I will give you rest." This person belongs to God. This person is seeking God. Thank you Jesus. All glory to Jesus. The Lord said "The God of peace will soon crush Satan underneath your feet". The Heavenly Father will put all the Son's enemies underneath His feet, and underneath our feet. Amen. Hallelujah. Thank you Jesus. You are really the Son of God. You are really the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Thank you Lord Jesus. In Jesus' name. Amen.