I need the help of top management please. I would like to know if it is possible to have all of my content here removed, all of my threads, and thread responses as well please? So I can then see it is all gone, and decide, most likely, if I want to leave. I understand controversial positions should and would in turn likewise receive controversial counter positions. But I thought there was moderation here, which I see no proof of, and rules on how people are treated.
For background, I am very ill, with a host of problems, including most recently a chemical poisoning in the fall of 2018, which really attacked me, and my immune system, and so therefore a really very sick a lot. I had had a reaction to a heart med, which made me have a cardiac episode as well in 2008, which sent me to the hospital, where my doctors changed my meds, but also ordered me off of salt, but said nothing about my sugar intake should be lowered as well too. So I got diabetes as well as a result, and was in bed for about two years as a result. And so I took it on the positive and watched a lot of public tv on cable, on several different channels, to further look into different topics, and further books I would have bought too. Much earlier in 1993 I had an industrial accident, where I got slammed hard in the chest across from my heart, and was in a lot of pain, but at first tests seemed to show my heart was OK. But my chronic fatigue I had as a child came back. And it wasn't until I moved my family to Nebraska that a doctor there figured out that that accident caused secondary nerve damage to my heart, and threw off my metabolism. And gave me a med for insomnia at night, contrasting my fatigue by day, and it had the opposite effect at one pill a day. So he wanted me to take it twice a day instead, but it would have cost me $300 dollars a month at that time, so I dropped it. I was back in NJ for my 2008 hospital stay, and my being poisoned likewise in 2018. I had no insurance at the time, as I was not working, and was put on the ACA for a year by NJ, but was dropped after the year. My condition got worse, and I devolved a very bad acid reflux and eventual stomach ulcer I didn't know I had, because I would eat a lot to try and keep the acid reflux down, and had no insurance for that year. And eventually my outer molars were then rotted out from all the acid, and then the next molars in line, with four of them broken, but hanging on, and they do need to be removed. But I could take it no longer, and finally tried to get insurance again, and the Feds put me back on the ACA, but then dropped me again after a year, but the state put me back on again, having two system routes then, but I only qualify for the one, and have to reapply each year. I could find no open doctors, and so went to walk in clinics, who were no help with the continuing problems attacking my immune system, etc.., but was given meds that could control the reflux and stomach somewhat, but still make way too much acid, I went to the hospital a few times, and found me a doctor from their network, but one who pawned me off on a few specialists, only a couple of which I could see. My insurance got worse, and it's too expensive for me to see specialists. So I am ill, and am absent from here from time to time as a result.
But I get yelled at, and told off for being absent, and not answering all the posts they want me to answer. I posted I am ill, and absent for times, and get told off anyway. There was one thread in particular from Germany which stated that the USA and Israel will be destroyed because of all of the Jews in power in the USA, and Israel is Babylon. I responded no, but that the NWO / Deep state apparently has the West provoking Russia since 1994, and on, because if the time of the Gentiles / Church age is up, then Satan wants the west destroyed, and the USA and EU have been trying to provoke Russia into this nuclear war which may come. And so I posted that the USA / UN / EU / NATO appear to possibly be commercial and political babylon, nd a nuclear war possibly killing 2 billion people, killing 1/4th the earth, leaving the remaining 6 billion people for the Great Tribulation. I posted that but it is the RCC who is the Whore Babylon, and so got the few Catholic Attack Dogs here very angry.
And naturally rather than debate, as Protestants naturally feel that way about the RCC, and the RCC in turn doesn't like that. But all they do is lie about me, and call me very nasty things, and accuse me of lying for believing my position. I understand my controversial positions for them, get me in a lot of trouble in here, but where is the moderation? They constantly call me a liar, and now have taken up yelling at me too for not answering all of their counter nonsense, which never changes, even though I answered I have been sick. They call me a liar, Mentally Ill, Psychotic, etc.., And make me angry, and I wind up calling them the liar and psychotic instead, because they don't even bother to really read what Ipost, but merely lie about me, and constantly attack me as mentally ill?
Where is the moderation in here, or me even being allowed to have a standard view as a Protestant against the RCC, without constant attacks, where I have to be Psychotic and Mentally Ill, for not allowing them to beat me up, and be forced to be Pro RCC from now on, because they tell me I have to be?
So please, can I have all of my content removed for how I am treated here, including apparently, not being allowed to be absent when really very ill?
Thank You
God Bless.
