I think I might be in spiritual warfare

[Amazed@grace]

Thank you @Amazed@grace FORTUNATELY.. It is not that. I know the person and that is just something they do when they are frustrated with me. I wasn't doing what they wanted right away and I was getting confused and stressed, sort of disassociating so I needed to sit, and so they sarcastically talked off to me about my needing to take naps and compared my anemia to their diagnosis and started questioning me about it. Not really out of caring, just them trying to make their point and discredit me.

Probably a boring read but basically it gets hard to function because I get confused, cant think, and have trouble getting around and taking care of things. I just go around in circles. Very foggy headed

Thank God it wasn't what I thought.

I figure whomever this is that you describe above is family?

 

[Windmill Charge]

Sorry i should have said person and not people. Small-town logging town girl and kind of rattles off the tongue like that. I will ask him what he believes. I think thats a good idea.

I am ashamed of my behavior after today. I did not give a Christian response to the texts criticising my anemia. I used a two word sentence with seven letters.

If a person is abusive, warn them and block there calls if it happens again, no matter who they are.

 

[BarneyFife]

I had enough of my little brother.

My mom says she thinks he is performing rituals or something, because he keeps running off into the woods at night. He sent some evil Satanic messages. This is the one who has been suicidal. I said I wandered too but basically said Jesus leaves the 99 to find the one who is lost.

Last night I texted him (like I NEVER do) and talked to him about the gospel. He said he did not need a Heavenly father and said Christianity is slavery and he is not a dog. I sent him Galatians 5:1:

"For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery."

I said it was stupid to believe in demons who hate Christ, but not Christ, and nobody hates anything that they don't believe in. He didn't respond.

Now I've had a very bad day and I feel under attack by a suicidal spirit or something. It is very heavy and dark. I've lost things, I've been getting horrible text messages from a person* attacking me for having anemia with "lolol" at the end and degrading me for needing rest, and I've sworn multiple times ALL of the words today.

You should pray a lot (just read the Psalms if you run out of things to say) and ask as many others as you can to pray for you. And pray especially for your brother. Tell the Lord you're fed up with him, but you want to pray for him anyway. Brutal honesty can be very effective in prayer. And, as you probably already know all of this stuff, intercession will always bring blessings to the intercessor in its train. Also, it's a good idea to keep yourself "prayed up," as the young people say nowadays. Whatever you do, don't wait until things get worse to get aggressive. An ounce of prevention... You can bet I'll be praying for you. :)

This guy is very aggressive with the devil. Don't let the denominational stuff bother you (if there is any). He's serious about tapping into God's will for his life and encouraging others to do so.