Hi brother,this is the second time I am writing this thing... computers, oy vey.Being a lady I wanted to talk about a few things, this is all in Christian love.I was wondering if you do paint women in the nude, if so I personally don't think it is right. I think that only a husband should see his wife's nakedness. God did make women unique and beautiful but don't let satan use that against you. There is a man in my life that I adore, but I can't get into a relationship until I have Christ in his proper place. I learned this the hard way... And your relationships will not be what they should be until you do start to listen to the Lord and seek him like nothing else. Also you will find that what you think you want is sometimes not what God wants, but what he has is MUCH better. Trust me, my life is so different now, I used to be afraid of everything, God is taking that fear away. Psalm 37:4Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.Matthew 6:33But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.(read the verses that come before it to see what "things" this is talking about.)Get into your bible, read, study and listen. Ask the Lord to make you a man after his own heart. I see you are asking the Lord to heal your sins. Wonderful! But if you have confessed your sins to him and repented, then they are gone. The bible says to repent and be baptized. Also brother, pray. This is your best way to have God listen to your wants and needs. One last thing, the mention of money like it should draw women to you...that should not be the case brother. Money is not a reason to get with someone.Ok I have gone on and on, sorry(when you get talking about the Lord sometimes it's hard to stop!). God bless youyour sis in Christ,Katie