(crooner;56918)
There is so much new science out there now that believes in a creator designer, it almost hard not to believe. To me its like breaking a Rolex watch on the ground into thousands of pieces and waiting for evolution to put it back together. The bible is a living word. If you pray and ask God to open it up to you, you will find it very addictive. What do you have to lose?
Unfortunately, the "science" you mention is nowhere near "new." My attempts on the other board about evolution have been an attempt to show that, although we have gotten a little bogged down on other details. However, you misunderstand my background. Up until about eight months ago, I was a very strong Christian who was very interested in apologetics and even was involved in some debates against evolutionists on the matter of creation vs. evolution. Unfortunately, much of what creationists say is untrue, whether intentionally so or as a result of misunderstanding. Your analogy of breaking a watch is a simple case of this - many misconstrue evolution as a product of "chance", which is actually the exact opposite of what evolution is. Natural selection is anything but random, "choosing" the fittest animals in order to cause genetic change over time. Not to mention that with a watch, we would not expect evolution to do anything to it. It is a non-living thing. Living things reproduce, and so it is inevitable that there will at least be some change over time, which creationists agree with. They just disagree that the changes keep going beyond the species level.As for reading the Word of God and praying - been there, done that, got the t-shirt. As I mentioned above, I have been a Christian all my life, and only as of recently began to doubt my faith. I read my Bible regularly, went to a Christian elementary school and high school, went to church every Sunday, and was very involved in church as well, primarily through playing the guitar on the worship team. For a while, reading my Bible was very "addictive," as you said. I felt like I was on fire for God. Now I feel only doubt and frustration that God refuses to answer my questions.(thesuperjag;56922)
Crooner is right Jeff. The bible is full of wisdom. There is nothing new under the sun. If you focus on Christ only and not men. You will not be disappointed.
Wisdom, yes. The Bible has much wisdom in it. Salvation, though, may be another matter. I have focused on Christ for all my life, and my doubts were of my own doing. I was not "focusing on men," as you say. I was only focusing on finding truth, and as I have dug deeper, I have become more disappointed in the faith which I so clung to. I have heard what you both have said repeatedly. I know all the "Christian answers," and have spouted them off to others as you have done to me. I have been there. But unfortunately, I have somehow been cursed with some unending drive to find truth. This search must involve evaluating my current beliefs to determine whether they are true, or else I am only deluding myself. I am open to the concept of God, and I truly do hope that my search ends me right where I began, in the comfort of Christianity. I just am not so sure anymore that it will.