Hello, I'm Eve_Mary.I am not what I would consider myself as "Christian" in the common sense. I don't even know if I'm Christian at all. But I feel like I'm going to burst if I don't find someone to talk to. I had a priest I was conversing with but as happens on the internet sometimes, he's disappeared.I'm going to describe my beliefs, and it's okay if the post gets deleted and I'm banned. But if any of you know where I can go to talk to people who believe similarly to me, please help me.I guess I could call myself a Biblical Christian. I read the Bible and interpret on my own. Two very important aspects of myself: I am pro-choice and I am pro-gay rights. To me, these are human rights and they are beliefs that I will never, ever change. So right out I've had a problem with "mainstream" Christianity as an adult because often, the followers are against both of these things.I am also very scientific at heart. I am an analytical person. If you know about meyers-briggs tests, I am INTP. I believe in evolution - another hit that prevents me from jiving with the "mainstream" of christianity.This is where that preist comes in. He's a catholic preist actually, and he quite blatantly told me that evolution fit in just fine with the bible because Genesis is meant to be metaphorical, not literal. That made me go back to my bible and re-read many things. I often use the bible itself to fight against people who are homophobic, discounting their evidence and proving otherwise. The same thing goes with abortion - the bible can be used to prove pro-choice stances.As a scientist, I can't bring myself in all aspects to truly believe in Jesus. I can do God, but then I am confronted with issues of God's behavior and his supposed omnipotence and omniscience, and how those two things conflict directly with my personal belief in free-will. I've had long discussions about this last issue and come to the conclusion that we either have free will, or we don't. If we do, then god isn't omnipotent or omniscient. If we don't, then he is both omniscient and omnipotent. I don't have a problem with saying and believing that he is neither omniscient or omnipotent and maintaining my free-will, and from what I've read in the bible (notably genesis) my theories are supported. I could go more into that but it's very long.So anyway... I don't want to offend anyone or make anyone angry. I'm just looking for resources or guides to places where I can meet people who are Christian in a similar way to me. Thanks.I don't want to start a debate about my beliefs or yours. I realise my beliefs are far different from mainstream christianity; that is why I am searching. Thank you.