sometimes i feel like that im trying to hardtrying to live my life right and still getting scarredDont get me wrong jesus i do believe on your namebut some predicaments in life makes me go insanePeople GOD is real eternal fire is not a gamei mean God i read your word and try to rememberbut when i go out into the world it feels like decemberi just dont want to be a hearer or talker of your wordbut i want to be a doer so i can get what i deserveand when i do something wrong when i know its wrongi feel like im deceiving myself and i dont want to keep moving onAs long as there is breath in my body l will not give up trying to clean my heart in your sightBecause i cant find you in the darkness I only can find you in the LIGHTwhat you think is not the name of the poem