Rant: I don't know how to garden inside

[quietthinker]

So I'm on a roll then?

Well I'll tell you all this much.

After making breakfast, washing a load, giving my boy a haircut, kids cleaned up, dishes, beans ready for chili and cornbread tonight, floors done, and still need to clean out the microwave, make a batch of carrot Kimchi, and the kids lunch, feed the sourdough, clean the pantry ...

I took one thought about just putting some water over lentils for sprouts and thought "no".

How can anyone
Not nap at 1 pm after all this

rolling onto the cot is not so bad.....I'm a bit of a roller in that regard also.

 

[BlueNightingale]

Okay. Mini rant.

My discernment on this is "iffy". I know what I am hearing but I do not know what to do with it and I don't know how to feel about it, but for the past few days I've been hearing "you need to get involved, you need to help," something about gardening and I'm hearing it brought up over and over and over.

Not like heard it once but over and over and over.

And I argued, "what am I supposed to do"

And I got back, "You could have been gardening from the beginning."

My biggest piece of understanding on this:

I don't want to in here

It is way too small and I don't get how I would plant a garden in a small place, it seems physically impossible unless I built a mini aerogarden knock off and sprouted some sprouts, maybe some herbs.

I don't get it

Thank God for his loyalty. I just wasn't understanding. A testimony for his voice.

I was living in a motel as part of the invisible homeless and he restored my life because of his faithfulness.

Praise God, he is good to us.