Skitzaffective

[Debp]

You also need to get your helmet of salvation on and your shield of faith. Take an inventory of your armor and whatever you need more of, ask for it.

@Kayla McCanny Read Ephesians 6 for the Armor of God.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

It's not. Know a lie when you hear it and counteract it with Biblical truth.

Use the sword of the spirit and go against every lie with the truth.

"For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart."

And all of these thoughts that come around in circles, especially the stupid ones that are just ridiculous, you don't need to ignore it- just acknowledge that it's ridiculous.

You also need to get your helmet of salvation on and your shield of faith. Take an inventory of your armor and whatever you need more of, ask for it.

Doesn't hurt to listen to scripture on mp3 or whatever, and just listen.

Thank u for reminding me of the Armor. Sometimes we forget it's real. I really needed that reminder.

 

[Gottservant]

There was a certain movie - they call it "torture porn" - that was on at a facility I was at. I started hearing voices, it stressed me so much. As soon as I left the room, the voices were gone. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy!

Also, there is a saying I heard, which is quite helpful "If it started with certain symptoms showing, it ends with those symptoms going away".

God suffers with us, no matter how hard it gets - always hang on to that!

 

[Kayla McCanny]

There was a certain movie - they call it "torture porn" - that was on at a facility I was at. I started hearing voices, it stressed me so much. As soon as I left the room, the voices were gone. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy!

Also, there is a saying I heard, which is quite helpful "If it started with certain symptoms showing, it ends with those symptoms going away".

God suffers with us, no matter how hard it gets - always hang on to that!

I wouldn't wish skitzaffective on my worst enemy either, well Hitler, but you get what I'm saying. Thank u for your encouragement. I'm trying to wrap my head around your last quotation.

 

[Gottservant]

I wouldn't wish skitzaffective on my worst enemy either, well Hitler, but you get what I'm saying. Thank u for your encouragement. I'm trying to wrap my head around your last quotation.

The Devil tempts us to say "no, my mental health is my responsibility" but in fact, in the end God says "all the times you suffered because of mental health, I suffered too - here's the proof"

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I wouldn't wish skitzaffective on my worst enemy either, well Hitler, but you get what I'm saying. Thank u for your encouragement. I'm trying to wrap my head

The Devil tempts us to say "no, my mental health is my responsibility" but in fact, in the end God says "all the times you suffered because of mental health, I suffered too - here's the proof"

Yes. I'm not involved in the occult or anything. It's not my fault. I don't know why it is happening. I.just need deliverance. I text a Christian lady and it's basically here's a video. Have a nice life. I don't have a lot of Christian friends. Mainly one. I just thought she would be friends with me. my friend is to busy for me. She's my only real friend.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

The Devil tempts us to say "no, my mental health is my responsibility" but in fact, in the end God says "all the times you suffered because of mental health, I suffered too - here's the proof"

I can't just tell people at church or other friends because of the rejection that comes ith it. Rejection or shame ect. Which is the opposite of what it should be today. If anything church amd Christians is where one should go. Reputation is everything. My pastor and his wife know and all they said is they will pray and haven't heard back from them. Get together and pray ect. No and for july 4th my parents made them desert and gave it to them while we are here not able to eat dinner because we were busy talking care of me when I went to the hospital and had to wait a long time to find out they can not accept me unless I'm. Suicidal because they have no beds. I don't need to go anyway because they don't help me. Talking with my psychtrist is quicker and more effeitent. Everyone likes me. My psychtrist says I'm her favorite. The nurses and staff say I'm their favorite. That's great and all, but I'm still back at square one. it's great being liked, but it hurts when one can't be transparent about their needs with someone. Churches and Christians should be wherevs person should go ect.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I'm not a threat or anything to anyone yet I'm alone. I'm always alone.

 

[BlueNightingale]

Yes. I'm not involved in the occult or anything. It's not my fault. I don't know why it is happening. I.just need deliverance. I text a Christian lady and it's basically here's a video. Have a nice life. I don't have a lot of Christian friends. Mainly one. I just thought she would be friends with me. my friend is to busy for me. She's my only real friend.

I knew a woman who went up to pray for someone, but she was rejected because she wasn't on the prayer team.

She became resentful and angry about it, and went home, constantly thinking about alcohol and any way she could get it.

She herself had to go back and talk to the pastor, and he explained to her that she got offended and angry, and she said it was that little bit of pride and that the spirit had left that woman and jumped onto her. He prayed for her and it left.

I'm not saying this happened to you. I'm explaining that these things happen without the occult. Remember the Seven Sons of Sceva.

I would go back and try to remember and see if there was anything you can remember. But I have been attacked before, too, by being around the wrong person - I think.

I will continue praying for you, @Kayla McCanny . I believe it will end soon.

 

[Lambano]

I'm not a threat or anything to anyone yet I'm alone. I'm always alone.

@Kayla McCanny, I decided to educate myself a little on what you are facing. Maybe this information will help others understand too:

Schizoaffective Disorder (Mayo Clinic)

Still praying for you. Now, let's get you some human contact so that you're not so lonely.

 

[Gottservant]

I think the thing that is amazing about God "sharing our suffering" is that He is prepared to do it for the rest of our lives.

Props to God!

 

[Lambano]

Ms @Kayla McCanny , how are things going for you these days?

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Ms @Kayla McCanny , how are things going for you these days?

I've had 3 good days so far and I'm getting sleep. Praying for. Better days. It's rough. Thanks for asking

 

[Lambano]

I've had 3 good days so far and I'm getting sleep. Praying for. Better days. It's rough. Thanks for asking

That’s a good sign. (Thank you, Lord!)

 

[pandaflower]

@Kayla McCanny , if you would feel safe to do so, what is the name of the prescription you were given before these episodes started?

Praying for you.

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Recently all of a sudden i have been having audible hallucinations. It's a demon. It tells me I'm going to go crazier. That this is my nw normal. That it hates me and can make my worst nightmare come to life. That he is pensive about all my thoughts that I'm hopeless. That I should do this and that. That I should suck duck pussy. Never would I ever think such a thing. Inreally made him mad. That I will see him later. I rebuke all of his lies in Jesus name and command him to leave me alone. Tells me my worst nightmares and to eat poop and how much he hates me. How that I don't look like a normal non threatening person. Me realizing I'm shaking and my eyes start twitching. Oh this is your new normal. You don't look unprocessed at all. I can make all the nightmares come true. You should not have thought that or rebuked me. Do u understand me. It's hard for me to dress myself or go to the bathroom because my eyes start to climb the walls. I become disoriented. Went to the phcyward, but they won't accept me because I am not suicidal and I can't go to the bathroom or change lone when this comes upon me. I will be happily eating dinner and the next thing you know have to go lay down, trembling, sweating, trying to breath. My chest hurting, my face straining, my heart pounding and my last breathe I'm praying desperately to you God I commit my spirit. I rebuke the demon in Jesus name. Command it to leave me alone. Beg for a night of sleep. Pray the pills work. Pray I make it to the bed without going limp and falling or staring at the floor trying to remember what I'm doing and how to dress into my pj's. Counting down the minutes until bed time. Making 12 years seem short and five minutes of this dialog in my brain 5 years. Can't think straight, not managing the time, can't remember or think at all. Can't look people in the eye or follow their conversations and the conversations they are having with me. Praying to God for deliverance and that people don't give up on me or God. Can't go to church anymore. Some people at church are praying for me because they heard I needed prayer. No details. Accept my pastor and his wife know. They have not contact me. I feel like they don't care. For July 4th my mom made them desert and my dad gave it to them. You think it'd be the other way around. You think one would fast and pray or fix a meal knowing full well we've been up or hours and going to the hospital. My mom having to cancel work she needs to go to to keep her job. The only income they have. I can't even walk straight or look in the mirror when I get episodes. The demon preys on every thought I have. It's hard for me to function even eat. I have never done drugs in my life, alcohol, sex, porn, witch craft. Yet I'm having a demon trying to take over even my eye contact. do I look Christian like that. I look demonic. How about a lifetime of this. I pray with all my heart for it to leave period. It tells me there is no hope. That God damns me. I say no he will never leave or forsake me. Then the whole thing starts over again. I'm very pensive about you do u understand me!!! Do u understand me!!!! I pray I have no triggers on trigger words on anyone's conversations. I just need a miracle.. I've been praying my heart out and my parents are too. Just seems I've gotten worse and nothing works.

Hi Kayla,

I have problems with "mind race", as my mind fills rapidly and incessantly with vile things, part of my mental aftermath of the abuse I grew up with.

This book helped me considerably to get a grip on this:

Your Brain is Always Listening

<br /> <br /> <br /> <p>New York Times bestselling author Dr. Daniel Amen equips you with powerful weapons to battle the inner dragons that are breathing fire on your brain, driving unhealthy behaviors, and robbing you of joy and contentment.</p> <p>Your brain is always listening and...

brainmd.com

I don't know if it will be the same for you, but maybe?

Much love!

 

[Prycejosh1987]

Resist the devil and cling to God and the devil will flee. It means put Gods word and focus in your mind and the devil will lose his influence in your life.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Resist the devil and cling to God and the devil will flee. It means put Gods word and focus in your mind and the devil will lose his influence in your life.

Yep I'm doing my best. ♡

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I had a great 90 days of this not bothering me. I thought it was going so well. It started up again. It said he can come and go as he pleases. Now I'm really frustrated. I pray and rebuke it. I'm standing. You know when Moses was holding water buckets one on each side and people come along and help him hold it. That is how I feel now. It's heavy. I tell myself though he slay me yet I will trust in him. I'm standing, but it's heavy. When I was in the psych ward I looked out the window and the head quarters for graduated people from where I went to school was right beside it i tell myself how did i get from this to this. It just ripped my heart. 90 days feels like two to three weeks ago. It was like fresh air. Thanks for praying. I'm holding on the best I can. And no I don't have anything satanic or African wooden faces ect.

 

[shepherdsword]

Lord, I pray you deliver Kayla in Jesus' name

Hello Kayla,
Here are some scriptures to meditate on.

Ps 56:3 What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee

Isa 26:3 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee.

2 Co 10:4-5 (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;