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Hi Johann,
This is what is missing big time, fellowship. I do have fellowship with my sisters and at least one brother of mine but, it is not enough IMHO. It would be so nice to find a good bible study or prayer group near me but most of the church's around me are Catholic, way too liberal or Calvinist. I've tried to go to many, getting there early and leaving late in hopes of striking up a conversation with some of the congregants. Only problem there is that every single one of the church's, after pastor dismissing at the end of his sermon, they fly out of the building so fast I am left sitting in the "fellowship room" alone. So, I've given up trying to be a part of these church's. I have also tries a couple small group studies at one of the church's (huge church) they petered out and down to just myself and a married couple who hosted. Started with 8 of us and one by one, they stopped coming, sigh.
Hi Nancy, I can empathize how you must feel.
I remember a ministry here in Durban called The Ark, putting Mat 25 in action, a ministry the same as David Wilkerson and Nicky Cruz, remember him?
It was not a "church" per se, but we were catering for the needs of all the outcasts, the disenfranchised, drug addicts, prostitutes, homeless etc.
I was in this ministry for close to 40 years and have seen miraculous conversions to Christ Jesus.
We even had a clinic and performed small operations, a clothing store, and much, much more.
I came to Durban as a dying alcoholic, came to The Ark and was in one night delivered from alcohol and its cravings, nobody prayed for me, it was all the Lord's doing.
We all worked as a team, the pastors and sisters, and I can remember the "presence" of the Holy Spirit hovering over the Ark.
Long story short, this is what is needed Nancy, for affluent people to help missionaries to open places like the Ark, and see how God is working through the Spirit.
See that guitar, left-hand guit' in my profile picture?
I was a worship leader there.
Now, it is a white elephant, the building is still there, but it is now a museum.
Now that is what I call a Church, all the other local assemblies here pales in comparison of what I have seen and experienced in that place, the many, many wonderful conversions of drug addicts, becoming pastors themselves, with the Holy Spirit leading and guiding, and the Lord added daily to that place such as should be saved.
I miss the Ark Nancy.
I hope this all came out OK, since English is not my mother tongue.
May our great God and savior Christ Jesus richly bless you in every sphere of your life, you and family.
I believe we are born for a purpose, and may our Lord open doors for you to enter in to that which He has called you to do.
Shalom
Johann