Hello everyone. I hope you can all believe what I would like to say and perhaps offer advice. As I am very confused and someone has been using my email address ,to access loads of Christian forums and getting me banned I don't know why ???
Anyway, all of my life I have had the ability to discern the presence of spirits. I do not talk to them, I just feel their presence and at times know who it is
The Bible says this gift is for the growing of the church. I do not know what this means ?? I have even felt the spiritual presence of the grim reaper. Spirits of true evil and even the presence of Jesus.
I once had a stigmata and actually felt Jesus coming down in the sky and he was surrounded by an eighty foot oval shaped aura of power. I looked at my hands and there was a circle of blood on both palms , I looked back at the sky and the presence of Jesus was gone. Then my hands were clean again. This was a very unusual, but an inspirational experience.
I unfortunately suffer from schitzo effective dissorder. Which is a much lower form of schizophrenia. The many spiritual experiences, that I have had are just too profound to be the result of mental health issues.
Recently I had a vision of Satan and an orb of dark blue with black splotches , floating side by side,
He said, the orb that is, he was a god and I should not be alarmed as he was here to help me .
Instincts told me not to trust either of these apparitions, but to be respectful.
When they left I had no idea of what was said but the fact that I was unharmed indicated that I had managed this encounter well
I have also approx eight months ago met three beings in a vision while standing in my apartment. two of them had black Wings and were seven foot tall. Looking into their heads, I could see about one third of the known universe. Instinct kicked in and I spoke only while looking at there bodies. As their heads had too much power to look at and were consuming,
They also left me unharmed . Although I do not know what was said.
More recently I feel the presence of spirits who reek of old wine and cigarettes, sometimes to the point that I cough and gasp for air. Their is also every night , the spirit of a child that climbs into my bed and clings on for dear life untill daybreak. I go to be early and wake as the sun rises and I am acutely aware of this presence
I feel that I need to flee the city and relocate to a more peaceful country town, in an effort to escape these encounters ,but in a way I do not want to leave behind a little one, that is somehow seeking out my assistance.
I can feel her warmth when she latches onto me
I have been trying to make money to relocate, by selling a book online, that I wrote during a religious and psychiatric breakdown
But I haven't had any luck yet. It's actually quite funny . I think ,??
If anyone wants a free copy of a book of humorous quotes. Just let me know.
Anyway if anyone can shed any light on any of these experiences. Please let me know, I assure you this is not spam or fraudulent. I just don't know what the hell is going on.
I want to go back to church as I usually go once every three weeks. But I am just so so tired at the moment
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Anyway, all of my life I have had the ability to discern the presence of spirits. I do not talk to them, I just feel their presence and at times know who it is
The Bible says this gift is for the growing of the church. I do not know what this means ?? I have even felt the spiritual presence of the grim reaper. Spirits of true evil and even the presence of Jesus.
I once had a stigmata and actually felt Jesus coming down in the sky and he was surrounded by an eighty foot oval shaped aura of power. I looked at my hands and there was a circle of blood on both palms , I looked back at the sky and the presence of Jesus was gone. Then my hands were clean again. This was a very unusual, but an inspirational experience.
I unfortunately suffer from schitzo effective dissorder. Which is a much lower form of schizophrenia. The many spiritual experiences, that I have had are just too profound to be the result of mental health issues.
Recently I had a vision of Satan and an orb of dark blue with black splotches , floating side by side,
He said, the orb that is, he was a god and I should not be alarmed as he was here to help me .
Instincts told me not to trust either of these apparitions, but to be respectful.
When they left I had no idea of what was said but the fact that I was unharmed indicated that I had managed this encounter well
I have also approx eight months ago met three beings in a vision while standing in my apartment. two of them had black Wings and were seven foot tall. Looking into their heads, I could see about one third of the known universe. Instinct kicked in and I spoke only while looking at there bodies. As their heads had too much power to look at and were consuming,
They also left me unharmed . Although I do not know what was said.
More recently I feel the presence of spirits who reek of old wine and cigarettes, sometimes to the point that I cough and gasp for air. Their is also every night , the spirit of a child that climbs into my bed and clings on for dear life untill daybreak. I go to be early and wake as the sun rises and I am acutely aware of this presence
I feel that I need to flee the city and relocate to a more peaceful country town, in an effort to escape these encounters ,but in a way I do not want to leave behind a little one, that is somehow seeking out my assistance.
I can feel her warmth when she latches onto me
I have been trying to make money to relocate, by selling a book online, that I wrote during a religious and psychiatric breakdown
But I haven't had any luck yet. It's actually quite funny . I think ,??
If anyone wants a free copy of a book of humorous quotes. Just let me know.
Anyway if anyone can shed any light on any of these experiences. Please let me know, I assure you this is not spam or fraudulent. I just don't know what the hell is going on.
I want to go back to church as I usually go once every three weeks. But I am just so so tired at the moment
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