The title for this post comes from the following video which the LORD spoke to me through.
As many of you know, I am suffering from kidney failure, awaiting a kidney transplant, and have lost much of what I hold dear in this world. At times, like tonight my faith fails, and i get to worrying and angered with why he has taken me down this road of suffering, alone with virtually nothing. Every time a glimmer of hope comes, and I feel like things are going to change for the better, he takes that away from me. The following is my prayer, I hope it helps someone who is an outcast and suffering like I am to overcome.... not that I have overcome, but that this is all I have right now to hold onto.
Though I have nothing LORD, I will worship you, Though you keep me in the wilderness of despair till you take me home, I will worship you. Though you take everything I hold dear from me in this world I will worship you. If you choose to keep me in this broken state I will worship you, if you choose to heal me I will worship you. If you choose to lift me up I will worship you. If you choose to keep me hurting and without hope I will worship you. For I am nothing without you. Use this dust and clay to worship you in whatever time you have left for me on this earth.... I have nothing to offer you but this. for I am nothing but a piece of dirt, that was created to worship you. In Jesus name, Amen
As many of you know, I am suffering from kidney failure, awaiting a kidney transplant, and have lost much of what I hold dear in this world. At times, like tonight my faith fails, and i get to worrying and angered with why he has taken me down this road of suffering, alone with virtually nothing. Every time a glimmer of hope comes, and I feel like things are going to change for the better, he takes that away from me. The following is my prayer, I hope it helps someone who is an outcast and suffering like I am to overcome.... not that I have overcome, but that this is all I have right now to hold onto.
Though I have nothing LORD, I will worship you, Though you keep me in the wilderness of despair till you take me home, I will worship you. Though you take everything I hold dear from me in this world I will worship you. If you choose to keep me in this broken state I will worship you, if you choose to heal me I will worship you. If you choose to lift me up I will worship you. If you choose to keep me hurting and without hope I will worship you. For I am nothing without you. Use this dust and clay to worship you in whatever time you have left for me on this earth.... I have nothing to offer you but this. for I am nothing but a piece of dirt, that was created to worship you. In Jesus name, Amen