Hello jwatz
Your honesty is refreshing.
Honesty is the best thing you have going for you right now.
What the others have said, is absolutely right:
Salvation is not found in a denomination or a Spiritual leader, it is found by anyone who looks for it, and you are looking.
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The Bible tells us to start by looking at ourselves.
We are all sinners.
I am a dirty rotten sinner, and I deserve to go to hell, but I’m not, because I have been born again........
Romans 3:23
“For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;”
You are also a sinner, and you have to realize that fact, in order to be saved.
Christ came to save sinners, and we can’t get saved until we admit that to ourselves.
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Next, we must realize that our sin must be paid for.......
Romans 6:23
“For the wages of sin [is] death; but the gift of God [is] eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.”
And we will have to pay for our sins, unless we realize that Jesus died on the Cross to pay for them.
And Jesus is offering us this free gift of eternal life(“the gift of God”), if we will simply take it.
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Now the reason God sent Jesus to pay our sin dept, is because He loves us........
Romans 5:8
“But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.”
And if you believe these three facts, you can be saved today.
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Real salvation is a personal agreement between each of us and the LORD.
He offers us this wonderful free gift, and all we have to do is ask for it......
Romans 10:13
“For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.”
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This may seem simplistic but it’s the Gospel truth.
And it is just that simple.