I was shown a date for later in this year in a dream. I don't know what it's about. It might be regarding my situation.
Hope deferred makes the heart sick (Proverbs 13:12). I am sick of what I am going through. It has caused me to have resentment towards God. I have been unhappy what what God is doing in my life. He wanted me to trust him. I'll need him to show me more things to trust him again. I'm not going to trust God when he doesn't give me hope or keep me in uncertainty. I'll cling to Psalm 44:23-24.
I want to return to the state I was forced to leave. I've been unhappy with God about this. Not only that. I've wanted to reconnect with a forum that I haven't been in touch with for 6 years. I haven't been unable to do this because of the difficulty in my life situation where I currently live. If I do return back to the state I was formerly in, I don't want to be in another situation that deprives me. I want to be able to do things with the forum I just mentioned. I have attempted to get back with the place and community but so many things have caused a setback. This is another reason I have been unhappy with God. I had plans with the place there, and I want to be able to see it through.
This is the third winter that I'm where I currently am. I wish for prayer of more hope on my situation. And prayer to bring more clarity and less uncertainty.
Hope deferred makes the heart sick (Proverbs 13:12). I am sick of what I am going through. It has caused me to have resentment towards God. I have been unhappy what what God is doing in my life. He wanted me to trust him. I'll need him to show me more things to trust him again. I'm not going to trust God when he doesn't give me hope or keep me in uncertainty. I'll cling to Psalm 44:23-24.
I want to return to the state I was forced to leave. I've been unhappy with God about this. Not only that. I've wanted to reconnect with a forum that I haven't been in touch with for 6 years. I haven't been unable to do this because of the difficulty in my life situation where I currently live. If I do return back to the state I was formerly in, I don't want to be in another situation that deprives me. I want to be able to do things with the forum I just mentioned. I have attempted to get back with the place and community but so many things have caused a setback. This is another reason I have been unhappy with God. I had plans with the place there, and I want to be able to see it through.
This is the third winter that I'm where I currently am. I wish for prayer of more hope on my situation. And prayer to bring more clarity and less uncertainty.
