I'm 57 years old and have suffered 51 years of suicidal depression (when all of my dysfunctional family finally passed away), but in all my wildest and most insane days, I never went around showing love to myself (I was always mentally stable),....I simply "AM" (I love other people THE SAME as I love myself...ZIP!, so I NEVER loved people MORE THAN I love myself)......this is the real meaning of "Love your neighbor as yourself".
I will treat no one as an icon/primadonna, I am not inferior to anyone, and I answer to no man.
I am humble to my CREATOR ONLY and my arrogance is GENUINE and well placed in me (not based on "bigshot" pride like so many).
Throughout the centuries, "Christianity" has not just taught INSIDIOUS lies and faulty misunderstandings, but also many demeaning, dehumanizing, and demoralizing attitudes (such as the need to be "commanded" and ordered to do "goodness", we can't actually BE "GOOD"/perfect...no one is good except GOD ONLY, "good" is an ABSOLUTE, it means PERFECT).
Before I knew Jesus, I was a son of man, but when I came to have a personal LOVE relationship with , I became a son of the most high (son of God).....it is the wise and courageous that glorify The Lord.
Deuteronomy 32:8
"when he separated the sons of men, he fixed the bounds of the peoples according to the number of the sons of God".
Psalm 53:2
"God looks down from heaven upon the sons of men to see if there are any that are wise, that seek after God".
Psalm 82:6 (and John 10:34)
"I say, "You are gods, sons of the Most High, all of you".
We have been taught to think of ourselves as insignificant, putrid, spiritual weaklings (as per satan's wishes), but we need not fear satan nor can we be forced to embrace his kingdom of lawlessness. The man of lawlessness is being restrained by the union of our spirit with God's spirit....
2 Thessalonians 2:6
"And you know WHAT is restraining him now so that he may be revealed in his time".
On this earth, the most intense LOVE relationship is with 'OUR SPOUSE', but SPIRITUAL love ("PERFECT" love) is for GOD ONLY (fear is only the BEGINNING of true wisdom, but when an unbeliever comes to know God,....love should become "perfect love").
In Mark 12:30, we are told not to leave any room in us for fear (our only attitude toward Abba Father should be LOVE).....SPIRITUAL love should be "perfect love" (a "more excellent" devotion based on "the greatest of these", 1 Corinthians 13:13).
"And now let me show you a more excellent way" (1 Corin. 12:31).
1 John 4:18 "perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and he who fears is not perfected in love".
God gave the gift of salvation GRACIOUSLY (it is a FREE gift, a GENUINE "GIFT"). Many people will 'give a gift' IMPERIALISTICALLY expecting/demanding something in return, but don't be grateful to an imperialist.
The Lord wants us to ENJOY life (be selfish and do things for YOUR enjoyment of life, don't be a doormat to others, it is GOD you should worship and love/glorify).
Luke 6:35....(whose kindness will you seek?)
"and you will be sons of the Most High; for he is kind to the ungrateful and the selfish".
The Father didn't send His Son to crush mankind (the sons of men), He sent Jesus to reconcile us to Himself (regain us) and to inform us how to be more fully human (so a son of GOD may be complete/whole/wholly being reconnected with the creator).
Contrary to all that has been taught/fed to us, God does not want to be "master" of us...
Titus 1:8 "a lover of goodness, master of himself"...(and a "lover of goodness" does not need "commands" in order that "goodness" happen).
We were taught all wrong (except for the "doctrine of Christ").
Satan knows that in the ways of human nature, we are unruly/lawless (as all mischeivous children are) and promotes the attitude that we should FEAR/resent The Lord's correction (when and IF THE LORD decides that a son of God is SERIOUSLY mistaken in behavior).......God is a REWARDER, not a "punisher", have "FAITH FOR faith"....
Romans 1:17 "the righteousness of God is revealed through faith for faith".
If you truly intend to "draw near" to God with a LOVE DEVOTION, then you must have faith that....
He exists..AND
that HE IS A REWARDER, not a punisher.
Hebrews 11:6
"For whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him".
The misteachings we've received since the Council of Jerusalem were not all so intentionally wicked, but were careless nonetheless (human nature is human folly/foolishness). Many misunderstandings are simple "iniquities"/failures, yet they cause "evil"/imperfection. It is only the WICKED that are in rebellion and are CONTRARY TO The Lord's will/desire.
As long as we are our true "SELF" (knowing AND being "self"), we will be able to relate to "I am who I am" (Exodus 3:14 and 15), and as a "lover of goodness" we will also be able to IDENTIFY with His Spirit...."His spirit in the inner man"...
Ephesians 3:16 "strengthened with might through his Spirit in the inner man".
Romans 8:16[/size] "it is the Spirit himself bearing witness with our spirit that we are children of God".
I no longer have a simple "faith TOWARD God" (I have faith TOWARD the laws of physics, but I don't LOVE THEM). My ONLY "foundation" is JESUS, I no longer have "repentance" as a foundation, nor do I place any trust in my deeds/effort (they are DEAD, if I trusted in MY WORKS,...or if I gave SPIRITUAL LOVE to the brethren in Christ, I would have an APOSTATE DEVOTION).....even still,.....God is not so unjust....
"as to overlook your work and the love which you showed for his sake in serving the saints" (Hebrews 6:10).
The doctrine of Christ has been DONE/finalized and accomplished, now our devotion should go beyond that to become a PERFECT love devotion and "draw near" to Him (mature devotion).
Hebrews 6:1
"Therefore let us leave the elementary doctrine of Christ and go on to maturity, not laying again a foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward God.
If you quit having JESUS as your only foundation, then it becomes impossible to return to spiritual cleanliness/purity.....if we return ourselves to the repentance foundation (the law of sin and death) after receiving knowledge of the truth (the final/eternal SIN SACRIFICE "doctrine of Christ"), then we "DELIBERATELY" make ourselves a transgressor under the law of sin and death...
Hebrews 10:26
"For if we sin deliberately after receiving the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a sacrifice for sins". Verses from RSV. Scripture addresses the people of 2,000 years ago, God's spirit addresses us (the "TRUE worshiper").